1:44 PM
hehez...its has been some time or been awhile since i last bloggie in my blog...sowie bloggie have been neglecting you...anyways the hubby's home leave was over within ablink of an eye on last sunday...where i had sent him off with his family in the wee early hours of the morning...looks like my blogging in will start again...to share or in fact to pour out my sorrows of being faraway from the hubby...once again both me and the hubby are 1138km away from each other...
the past one week have been afruitful and memorable ones for me with the hubby being back here...well i hope it went well for you to hubby...hmm,probably except for the daddy thingy...haish that event totally wreck our week...but alhamdullillah hubby that it wasnt as bad as we had thought it would be...but seriously when one is having enjoyable moments with their loved ones time seems to move like a speeding bullet...all i can once again is just to pray that time will move faster and before i know it...the hubby will be back in my arms once again...
this time around the hubby will be away for 6 mths solid with no home leave till the day hubby is finally back...well before the hubby went he mention to me not to think till the day he is back but to break it up into pieces whereby it will seemed more faster...well that is what i intend to do but lets hope that it will move faster...haish, not having the hubby around me makes me feel so empty...i feel as though im like abird flying without wings...like body without head...but one thing for sure is that my heart will never feel empty cause the hubby have put in much loves...care....concern to last me to an infinity and beyond...
damn am i missing the hubby's jokes...laughter...fickle-mindedness...blurness...and believe it or not even his hot-temperedness i am missing too...like people always say...when the person you love is around you dont think of all this minor details but only when they are not around do you start feeling its presence...hmm, guess i'll have to agree on that mayn...hehe...
haish....6 months...i wonder how my life is gonna be each passing day...hubby...i need you in my life...
to the dearest hubby...having to see you walk away in the departure hall...really made my heart tore apart knowing that i wont be seeing you for the next 6 months...but i am grateful for the time spent with you each day...and that i am and will be right here waiting for you...thinking of you always and not forgetting that i am always missing you...lovie lovie you lots lots...huggss...muackiez...
.::Two Hearts One True Love::.
missing you always hubby...
2:40 PM
am right now at the granny's sister house...just got off the msn chat with the hubby...though i cant hear hubby's voice as per usual, it still was nice to be able to chat with hubby despite hubby being busy doing his work and duty...hubby, i really appreciate that of you...haish am missing him lots...been quite awhile since i last bloggie in my entry...anyway my holidays have already begun since monday and right now no more attachie and waiting for work only...which i might start in june or july...so peeps soon i will be a qualified full-time enrolled nurse...and yar i will be working at Tan Tock Seng Hospital...am honoured to be able to work at an instituition of the late forefathers...ceh2 now i am talking about history...anyway will be meeting up with D'TJs on thursday to slackz togather while shop around for prom nite outfit...frankly speaking am kinda lazy to attend it but for all the claamates sake am going for it...prolly i might not get a dress but just put on something presentable...cause the function is at school and its like only 4 hours...it will be a waste to spent alot for only 4 hours...the important thing is i will get to meet up with the rest for the second last time before graduation ceremony which falls in May...its just so fast...within ablink of an eye, my friends and i will all be graduating and starting work...sometimes it just frightens me to think i will be solely independant at work without the guidance of my lecturers...but hey im sure all of us will be able to do it...but the only sad thing is i wont be hearing from my buddies much as all will be in their working world...these buddies of mine mean a great deal to me...been through thick and thin ...all sorts of laughter with me right from the start...i think without them i wont be here today...well you gurls cheesy well know who you are and who im refering to...hehehe...hey just dont forget me yar...tat a friend named NURUL ZAWANI ZAINAL ABIDIN aka KAK NGAH aka TIKUSI still exist...am going to miss you lots...huggss....muax...well hubby dont feel that left out since i never mention you YET...hehehehaish, am right now actually thinking about the hubby lots...am missing him eventhough just chatted with the hubby...as the date for the hubby to be back for his home leave draws nearer, the more i am missing hubby...prolly it is just the home-coming syndrome for me and the hubby as well...just can wait for the hubby to be back so we can carry out the activities that we have plan to do...and i mean awhole lot of things going on...shopping is amust and eating is also...heheheto the dearest hubby...am counting down to the day that you are coming back...and that is like next week...exactly 10 more days...yeays, i cant wait for that...but the true fact that am missing you lots will always be there...just cant wait for the whole 1 year of your Brunei trip to be over...and thats where i know that you are finally coming back though after that we will still have challenges up ahead...but for now lets just take it one step at a time....hurry2 back ouhkay...your famous amos will be right here waiting for you...lovie lovie you lots lots...to infinity and beyond...hehe...huggss...muackiez....::Two Hearts One True Love::.
5:42 AM
haish...been missing and thinking of hubby badly and to make it worse i wont be hearing from hubby till hubby is back in singapore...that is i think so lah...and this is all because hubby's money was stolen and he couldnt make the necessary plans...but i am worried about hubby...i mean to think we cant even trust people who are wearing the same green uniform and who is also in another country as my hubby...bak kata pepatahkan...dah dlm satu sampan pun nak tikam sesama sendiri...
because of hubby losing his money...hubby is feeling upset over it...who wouldnt...how i feel i could be there for hubby in time of his need...well hubby, if you are reading this bloggie...if you need money for your expense tell me kays...i will be glad to be of help...and to the person who stole your wallet....what goes around comes around...the person will get the retribution one day...
BUT...
to the dearest hubby...whatever may happen to you...when you are feeling low...always remember that i am always here for you...and that i am waiting for you...haish....am missing you alot...just cant wait for you to be back...lovie lovie you lots lots...huggss...muackiez...
.::Two Hearts One True Love::.
am always loving you hubby
