thank god...syukur kepada Tuhan...finally the internet communications is back in business...this is what happen when we dont take good care of mother nature...disasters strike and man are made to suffer...well but we cant blame fully on man cause like the mum said..hmm, tulah tanda2 kiamat dah banyak tapi manusia masih tak nak bertaubat..haish but the irony of this is that people already realise but they just are being complacent...

anyway poor me its been two or was it three pissed off days since i last bloggie in any entry and also the last since i log into the net and also the messenger...and again im saying this, finally the net is working so peeps out there including me can continue their net surfing and emailing as usual...now i know how it feel when the computer is almost down...especially when i am already stuck to the computer everyday for the past few weeks of the holidays and more are to come..hehe...

anyways it has been raining non-stop the past two days and i feel like i am living in the world of IceAge...i was embedded with the sweater and also the blankets and believe it or not i am even sleeping with the fan completely OFF...call it miracle but i would rather say its weird...its super cold man..but hey there are just some people in the house that is keeping the fan ON and still have the nerve to say that they are feeling HOT..i mean like what the ice are they talking about...nak kater tak mandi, dah pun mandi...think they are just warm-blooded human..hmm arent humans supposed to be warm-blooded...??..now i think i am the one that is confused...

talking about raining, its saddens me to see and hear news of how innocent lives are taken away due to the rising floods that can rise up to the chest levels..and all these are happening just to our neighbouring country which is not far from us..i am glad that my country Singapore is safe and sound..syukur alhamdullillah..and should there be any help that they need, i am sure that we will be glad to help...

guess looks like i shall just laze around the house with nothing to do and just slogg infront of the computer the whole day...too bad i cant savour food at this moment cause i am fasting...hmm but i am like only 5 and half more hours to breaking fast..wonder what i shall have for today???..any ideas anyone...

haiya..am damn bored cause there is nothing to be done at home..and all the books at home has already been read and i cant head down to the library to borrow cause i still have an outstanding penalty charges for the past overdue books..hmm, looks like i better have to borrow the dad's cashcard for that...he's sure to nag at me when he finds out about the charges...sshhh, its between me and all thats reading the bloggie...

by the way..these few days have been very noisy at home cause the bro is at home...and he just have to disturb us..me and the lil sis...and the bro is SUPER irritating...but hey i do love this bro of mine...adik maner tak sayang abang kan...aww...hehe...

anyways, its like less than aweek and half and before i know it, the hubby gonna be back in Singapore...am seriously not to mention patiently waiting for THE day....have been talking alot with hubby lately but its kinda weird cause our conversation communication is delayed for exactly 5seconds and its all also due to the Taiwan quake...must be wondering what i am saying...its like when i say something, hubby will only receive it 5seconds later..and its kinda cool, style but can be irritating sometimes..it makes me talk like a robot at times...but all in the name of missing and wanting to hear your love ones voice...even that i have to endure...

well looks like i have been blogging alot...hehe that should be the case since i couldnt get into the net the past few days...but i guess till herelah cause cant think of anything much to bloggie in..

haish..why does it seems that i can get through the hubby's line...

to the dearest hubby..am thinking and missing you lots lots..just wanna you to know that thought the irritating line is not on our side especially in the time when you are coming back, i missed you so aites..and i lovie lovie you lots lots too..muackiez..huggss...



The besties of buddy....

hehe..didnt know that wanie could actually be into posing>>CAMWHORING..

dont things look clearer this way.....

royal rumble........

hehe..lawa muker...what is yaty doing??...hehe

The sweets delights of CoffeBean's...ahhh

hehe..the two micey..Mrs Khairy and Mrs Fathul..

Three blind micey with the Star Wars dude...

Santa Claus..and Mrs Santa....hehe....

aww...aint Mrs Santa sexy....hehe

hahas..these few days i have been really emotional and sentimental..listening to old love songs and all...prolly i am just appreciating my love castle and story with gratefulness...

and i am just glad..bersyukur dan alhamdullillah that uh'eens and yaty's boyfie are doing fine as well..hey peeps i cant wait for the january thingy where we will meetie up once again..hehe..

haish..it has started to rain non-stop again..looks like the monsoon season will carry on till early jan i guess and too bad for me i wont be able to jog again...*shrugs*...

brr...and i am feeling cold and shivering that finally decided to put on thicker clothing or else i would start feeling breathless due to being asthmatic...really need to warm myself up..don wanna risk getting sick when the hubby's coming home i so near yet so far..hehe, and yar psst i have not shower yet even its already like noon...its just so cold lah and i don like using water heater that muchie...

niwaes i guess this should be all lah..wanna go clean up the room alil bit..the mum have started to nag about the 'tudung' cupboard being messy and all..but hey i usually will am i mean i will clean up after the mess ouhkays!!...inlike the bro...who always leaves others to pick up the pieces...

finally, to the dearest hubby...am thinking about you ....loving you lots lots...

Chorus:
You taught me to run

You taught me to fly

Helped me to free the me inside

Helped me hear the music of my heart

Helped me hear the music of my heart

You opened my eyes

You opened the door

To something I've never known before

haiya..the weekend is already over and monday has yet to past...haish, how the torment is daunt on me waiting for the moment for hubby to get back....

am right now on the phone trying to connect to the bruneians line but to no avail..hmm i wonder if its the connection error here in Singapore or is it Brunei..this sure have got to do with the rain and all but hey lets not blame mother nature for this aites?....damn i want so much to talk to the hubby even for just afew minutes but the line just wouldnt get through....this is so irritating...what a christmas i am having now...

first it was all the boring shows and one whole day at home..when i thought hearing the hubby's voice could make it better, these connection error just have to occur....wrong timing people...arrgghh...how infuriating can this get....*ears poofing out steam*......

anyway as usual nothing much happen but its was just slacking for me as today the mum said need not cook and i dont exactly know why...except for the fact that the dishes from yesterday was still available for consumption..so cant grumble on that..hehe...save me the troubles anyway...but tomorrow will be business as usual...cooking is a must for me...doing the laundry....

well since there wasnt any cooking today, the lil sis and me decided to grab some foodie from KFC...and though i was feeling very hungry, i still had half a burger only..just that these days dont eat much although i am supposed to be gaining weight before hubby gets back but it just wouldnt budge...the weight i mean...im in big trouble if these goes on...

but hey looks like in the next 2 weeks i have alot of gobbling to do...and i mean awhole lot...uh'een and yaty would so totally agree on this and guess what they would be glad to help push up my weight..they would love to do so...

hahas..but they aint getting it from me...its gonna take more than 2 person to make me eat...but i think the hubby would be able to do it...ok ok..i will eat...

haish..guess should be about it cause i dont have much to write...the holidays must have freeze my mind...

to the dearest hubby...am thinking and missing you lots now...haish, so irritated with the connection...now i am unable to call and talk to you..sob3..but anyways just want you to know that i really missed you lots the past 2 days and that i lovie lovie dovie you lots lots...muackiez..huggss....


*yawning*....guess looks like there wont be any entry for tonight cause am just plain tired to make my bloggie but heys fret not cause tomorrow there will still be..hahas...

well, good night to all and takie cares and lovie you all lots...have a jolly Merry Christmas....

to my dearest hubby...am seriously missing and thinking about you...damn my head hurts but anyway where was i..oh yar...have been thinking about you the whole day dearie...hehe...niwaes lovie lovie you lots lots..muackiez...huggss...


damn...today waking up feeling all cold but yet awesome cause yesterday night had along talk and precious moments with hubby...guess what, the hubby was acting all weird up just cause i say i wanna experience and see how the night life at Clarke Quay was like..he was totally insisting that i should not go to those kind of places even if it was with him and after some persuasion on his part with all the 1001 reasons, i decided to drop the idea..hehe but really enjoyed talking to hubby yesterday...now i am longing for him..uhrmmsss...*sob3*

anyway actually kinda lazy to make any entry today but to occupy my time and cause its like a promise i made to myself that i must at least bloggie once aday to ensure that i dont disappoint those peeps that have been loyally paying a visit to my humble abode of bloggie..hehe..so yar here i am...now with nothing much to do as the mum have already finished cooking without asking for my help..hmmp well i did help her to prepare all the stuff and yar so i deserve to have arest on the pretext that i have did all the cooking these weeks but not that im grumbling about it it just that i wanna make known that i really enjoy cooking even if the lil sis like to say...no matter how you cook, it still is not gonna be the same like the mums..aint that really 'encouraging' of her..hahas but what the hell cause im proud to say at the least i inherited my mum's genes and that to know how to cook independently unlike the lil sis who is so 'kaku' in english would be rigid when it comes to cooking but hey i am not gonna critique here but i will somehow, somewhat and someday teach her how to be a lady in the kitchen...hehe..

looks like today gonna be staying put at home and it will be more of TV...which does not interest me much today cause hey its Sunday and nothing much is up in the tv except only later in the evening as there might be some interesting eve of Christmas show or something...so i have to rely on that..but in the worse case scenario, i migth just watch PGL again on the VCD or just rewatch all the rented CDs...hmm i might just do that...

haish..hey i shouldnt be sighing but anyway wont be hearing from the hubby for the next two days cause he's on off day will all his frens and some officer and they are off to the Empire Hotel or something..and yar quoting the hubby...its a 5 Star hotel ouhkays...hehe..and hubby will be collecting his flight tickets as well...psst, tell you peeps something..actually i worry bout the hubby collecting his tickets cause im afraid he might misplace it but now now zawani you should have confidence in him..hehe, dearest hubby i know you will takie cares of the ticket..anyway i just cant wait for the hubby to be back...hmm, haven i been repeating this in all my entries...well cant be helplah...once again...cant wait for you to be back...anyways i hope you will enjoy and have fun during the off days kays...and Merry Christmas to you my dearest hubby..

to my dearest hubby..am thinking and missing you every moment..and that whatever we talked about yesterday is all so true..about the fear and anger and all..hehe hate it when you are always right but at the same time i LOIKE...takie cares and lovie you lots lots...muackiez..huggss..

P.S: To all have a very happy Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year...well in advanced...to my frens may you be blessed with good health and happiness surrounds you..Insya'allah...


urhms...just gotten back from the meet-up with uh'een and yaty at CoffeeBean..hahas i tried the new flavour in event of Christmas...i had Chocolate Peppermint Ice Blended and Peppermint Tart..and i thought it would be a minty feast but sadly it was not that minty...how disappointed can i be...hmm, very very...

niwaes after having to chill at CB for about 2hrs, decided to head down to Clarke Quay area to plan but before that making a detour at CentrePoint to take a look at the Piniata...i might just think of getting get cause its of an affordable price..so later on we head on to intended place..but hey did i mention that we were clicking pic of ourselves everywhere we went..we even took photos with this Star Wars character..hehe but on account that we made a donation for the salvation army but hey its the season of giving so what the hack...and i was feeling generous so yar i donated and not only that i even donated to the statue people...how i admire them man for having to stay still...if it was me...i would be like fidgeting around non-stop...hahs..

anyway at clarke quay had intended to do the planning but hehe as usual being the CAMWHORE us, we decided to take some pics of us first...all these pics will be uploaded soon...promise...

by the way..i enjoyed myself lots with the girlfriends though it was just threesome..really love you both lots for making today happens..looking forward to more chilling outs in the future with you guys....must make it apoint in the future even when we have start working to meet up at least once in every 2 weeks or at the least once amonth...but if possible meet up everyday pon alright but that is if we are freelah..hehe

guess this should be all cause gonna watch lakehouse...

to my dearest hubby..am missing and thinking of you lots...having to go out today to town make me reminded of those not only sweet but unpleasant memories that we had when going out together...damn i really missed those moment hubby...missing you lots...lovie lovie you lots lots...cepat2 baliklah...muackiez...huggss...

finally..its a saturday but it just felt like sunday cause the dad is at home today..clearing his end of year leave or something like that...as for me am getting ready to go out and yar surprisingly i have finished doing the laundry and the cooking...well since it has been raining and it looks like its gonna rain again, so i decided to cook something soupy...all that was done within less than an hour..

so here i am now as usual..blogging in my entry though its just the start of the day..hehe...

oh yar, this morning was awoken up by aloud crashing sound outside the house..and true enough to my instinct and my mum's word that an accident had happen..and for the first time i made a call to the 999 line...well since there wasnt any civilised people who dare or in this case bother to call the authorities up..and yar at first i had thought that it was just a case of skided motorbike but in the fact that it also involves a car...didnt see the car cause it was in a corner blocked by the tree...niwaes from what my bro and dad evaluated, it was the car's fault and true enough it was the car's fault...hmm lucky for the rider cause he didnt suffer any severe injury on the intent that he could still walk but only GOD knows if he was in pain...guess what it took the ambulance and the TP like more than 10mins to reach the incident site...aint that long or what...

urhmm...this was the early morning show that we, i mean my family got to watch...heehee but all was ouhkays once the victims was off to the hospital in the ambulance...seeing this incident and hearing from new recently about the fatal accident involving 2 ladies at CCK, i sure pray for all riders especially my loved ones be it family or friends that please2 say aword of prayers before starting your bike and ride safely and yesh memang ajal maut ditangan TUHAN but what we can do is try to avert and avoid from it so yar...be safe and ride safely..treasure your life if not for yourself but for your loved ones....

so yar...guess this should be all cause i have gotta get ready to meet up with the girlfriends...hehe...it will be just slacking around at CoffeeBean @ Royal on Scotts...

to my dearest hubbby...am thinking and missing you lots...am right here waiting for you...and yar the weekend is already here and blink blink only the next week will end...hehe cant wait for you to be back in my arms again...lovie lovie you lots lots...muackiez...huggss..


...hye there peeps its me again blogging..hehe look at it this way...that blogging has run deep in me now so much so that i have to bloggie twice each day...

niwae went out wif the parents and lil sis to shop around but in these case its just window-shopping first as it was already late in the afternoon and the mum is just too lazy to head down to town..so we decided to just set eyes on the heartland mall...IMM...went to Giant to find some groceries but we ended up buying up awhole baskets of fruits...orange, cherries, pineapple, guavas...and i think rock melon as well..hahas really getting into the healthy lifestyle man this Zainal's family..hehe..after the groceries were paid for we decided to have dinner at LJS but before that i went to get some stuffs from OCK and Jollibean..hehe..wonder why the sudden increase in appetite...i was seriously munching alot...but i just had the chicken and potato salad at LJS which was very appetising though the potato was alil dry on the inside...so after the belly was all full, next stop was home cause the mum have something on later...

niwae upon reaching home, decided that i wanted to do something new..hehe apply a VCD rental so-called membership...and looks like the next few days or weeks before the hubby gets back will be a movie marathon for me...but dang i almost forgot that i have that 'PROJECT' with D'TJs coming up...hehe..so excited for it manss...but at least tonight will be amovie marathon cause i rented 2 DVDs and a VCD.... High school Musical...Stay Alive...Lakehouse...hmm talking about lakehouse, if only the hubby was here then he would be able to watch it all over again with me just like we did at the movies...haish...*thinking about hubby*

tomorrow will be the day that i meet up with D'TJs...but i guess its gonna be just uh'een, yaty and me...well its ouhkays cause we will still meet up though its gonna be a threesome...hehe gonna have sup tulang..really cant wait for it..looks like i am gonna put on something dark or black cause i jolly well know how i will always end up eating tulang...sure got spots all over..furthermore tomorrow will be in public..never done it before man..so we'll see how tmr...

well gonna continue with the movies...

to all...enjoys the weekends and to those celebrating Christmas better do some last minute shopping for gifts yar...hehe

to the dearest hubby...wondering how you look...hehe niwae am thinking and missing you lots as days goes by...just want you to know that i lovie lovie you lots lots..and yar takie cares of yourself...lovie you lots..i just cant get enough of saying that i love you lots..hehe...muackiez...huggss....


yeays..finally the weekend is reaching and abrand new week will come by and that marks the last week of december and yesh ah it will be only be aweek before i know it and the hubby will be back...and im pretty sure that that week is gonna be a hell of waiting for me...haish...this is what love makes us do...just waiting anxiously and feeling esctatic just waiting for your loved ones...only you will know how that feelings is and its sure is hard to come by...hehe

niwae yesterday was on the fone with the hubby and spend some precious moments on the fone..i was seriously touched to heart when hubby told me that he actually asked his fren for favour by buying the B-tone card from his fren..and its all in the name of wanting to call and hear my voice cause he was missing me...aww, that totally made my heart melt...never would i thought any guy would do this kind gesture for me...if hubby was here i would have given him a great big hug....that is why i really love him so so much..its through these little things that make me respect and appreciate him more like a man whom i can foresee having my future with him..insya'allah...

if theres ever one thing i would wish for is that i wish that we will see happy days ahead of us..there are just no word for me to describe this guy whom i have accepted to be my special someone in my life except that he is stupendious and awesome...haish, now i am missing him more man....hubby!!!

these being 1138km away from each other have really taught us alot...and im sure there are more parcels of life for us to go through together if we gonna make this relationship bloom into abeautiful castle of which we claim our own..hey i suddenly realise that i have been blogging all about the hubby..hahs, guess what hubby says of me is true...i am devoted to him....and yesh i aint shy or not afraid to admit that i am devoted to the hubby as i really treasure this pearl of mine....name it all, apple of my eyes...king of my heart...he's the ONE...insya'allah..

well, i guess this should be all cause i have gotta head off to the shower as might be going shopping with the parents and lil sis...the bro is fast asleep after his first night shift...c'mon bro im sure you will be able to pull through and this is what you have always wanted..we are all behind you all the way....hehe...

to the dearest hubby...am waiting right here for you till the day you are back in my arms once again..am thinking and missing you always, every moment in my life is all about you..lovie lovie you lots lots....muackiez...huggss...<3

P.S: Will make my entry in the bloggie again tonight y'all..so sit back, relax and enjoyzz.....


hahas...the house was electricless because there was a power failure...and guess what at that point of time i was having my nap and was awoken up due to the shouting and scrambling of the bro..just had wanted to follow the hubby's advice to rest more cause of the backpain but all thanks to the power failure, the fan was off...and i couldnt get back to sleep as was feeling kinda stuffy though it was raining...hahs, how irony can that be..you tell me...

looks like today not gonna going jogging again as its getting cloudy here and has started drizzling but hey we'll see first...wonder what the dad will have up the sleeves...he might just ask us to jog at the carpark opposite the block...well at least thats something...but it wouldnt be as fun as doing it at the park where theres lots of other people doing the same activities...hmm they can be very motivating also..

hehe..this is actually an edited post...

anyways..it stopped raining to my surprise and we still went ahead with jogging with the irritating bro tagging along cause he wanna us to accompany him to the bookshop to photocopy some documents needed for his work..so since we were headed to Greenridge Shopping centre to get dinner to what the heck....kesian punya pasal...hehe

haiya..another day have almost just passed..hmm and i wonder how my day will be like tomorrow...im sure it will just be the normal routine...wake up and straight to the shower (cause the hubby doesnt like me showering in the noon)..then deciding what to cook and start preparing for it...then finally start cooking....that will take less than an hour den wait till 1100 for the malaysia drama...and blah blah blah...haiya...damn i need to get out of the house...hmm but to think of it, better behave myself cause when the hubby gets back sure will be spending time with him...so looks like i have to be a good daughter and stay home...hehe, this is also good time for me to polish on my cooking skill..getting ready for the future..well, you know what i mean....

well , these few days i have been blogging alot cause uh'een say its a must to blog..hehe..but its kinda good thing cause it takes up my time..at the least i don feel that bored niwaes yesh ah today got prison break man...isnt SCOFIELD cute...ish ish ish wanie..hw can you lay eyes on another man...hehehe but only i know that i love THE one and only hubby...haiz..talking about the dear...now i am missing him already..

guess i should just end off here cause gotta head of to the shower..now that the body is all dried up of the perspiration...and damn i stink..hehe...

before signing off and as per usual...and i never get tired of doing this...

to my dearest hubby...just wanna you to know that i am always thinking and missing you always eventhough ifi don say it..hmm, you should know that i am teasing you if i don say it..hehe..you know i LOIKE teasing you kan..niwae lovie lovie you lots lots..muackiez...huggss..*winky winkz*


morning..morning..im feeling so rejuvenated after yesterday's jog eventhough i am experiencing dysmenorrhea..hahas only my nursing frens would understand what im trying to say..anyways today woken up early and went outz with hubby's mom to remit the money over to brunei...after all was done accompany her to the post office to settle the bill and headed towards home after that..i hope i am fulfilling the responsibility that hubby have given to me before he departed for brunei..hmm i feel that i am in fact getting closer to each and everyone of his family...alhamdullillah... (^=^)...

niwae cant for saturday..will be meeting up with yaty and uh'een..tat is if all is free and it also has yet to be confirmed..i sure am missing all my frens...wonder how they are all doing??...i pray for their safety wherever they are and whatever they are doing...u guys really mean alot to me...

am missing and thinking of the hubby again as usual..hehe, he really is the apple of my eyes..haish..just cant wait for another 2 more weeks or so...

to my dearest hubby..the moment you are back in arms, it when the glow of my life and smile appears again..will be smiling from cheek to cheek..loving you more and more as each days goes by..no amount of 'i love you' can make up the deep love i have for you...never have i loved someone this much...''......although your not my first love, your the person that taught me the meaning of LOVE...''.....


at last my room is filled with silence..but kinda quiet too with 2 lil cuzzie already back at their own home..cant wait to have them again for the sleepover...

hahas..finally was able to resume my jogging regime again as the pouring has already stop and i hope insya'allah that sunshine will be back once again...but the coldness still fills the air though..well nothing much happen to except that i have like watched Bring It On: All or Nothing for the fourth time today...tell me about it...and the lil bratz liked it too..till they were actually cheering at home too...and aper lagi, kak nurul pun join sekaki lah...

here we go y'all...shabooya, sha,sha,shabooya..roll call...my name is Leti,yeah and i like to party, yeah..when i shake, yeah..all the boys goes...'Ai,mami...'..hahas cool cheering we have got here right...5 thumbs up for Crenshaw Heights Warriors...

hmm.....*blank mind*

well guess i shall just end off my bloggie entry for today...

as per usual..

to my dearest hubby..just cant wait to have you back in my arms...am seriously big time missing and thingking of you dear..haish....".....am so lost without you.."..thats what i can say..hehe niwae lovie lovie dovie you lots lots..huggss...muackiez....


hahas..heres something that i just felt like doing since i have nothing to do..yar you can say again that im feeling bored..

Time of starting This?? 2353hrs
2. Were you named after anyone?? hmm...don think so and not that i know of...
3. Do you wish on stars? not that i believe in it but i used to study astronomy...stars are beautiful..
4. When did you last cry? hmm..like afew weeks ago i think...
5. What is your favourite meat? hmm...nobody can resist the CHICKEN..
6. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf?? none..
7. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?? might consider...
8. Are you a daredevil? at times i guess...
9. How do you release anger?? i rarely get angered..but when i am, just pamper me with Roche.. 10.Where is your second home? my room... 1
1. Do you trust others easily??y eh..too easily..bt now no..hehe....
12. What was your favourite toy as a child? polly pockets...
13. What subject in school do you think is totally useless? Personal and Interpersonal Effectiveness..
14. Do you use sarcasm a lot? not anymore....
15. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?? nah...
16. What do you look for in a guy/girl??? honesty...and to love and care for me....
17. Would you bungee jump?? always wanted toooooo!!
18. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nooope...don see why i have to...
19. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? chocolate mint...
20. what are your favourite colours?? green..blue..especially black...?i luf it brite..
21. What is your least favourite thing?? bein lied to..
22.missing!!!
23. What do you miss most right now?? D'TJs and especially the HUBBY...love him lots..
24. What are you listening to right now?? Delta Goodrem-Lost without you..
25. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? green..
26. What is the weather like right now?? cool and rainy..
27. Last person you talked to on the phone??t he lil fren..uh'een...
28. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?? smile..
29. Do you like the person who sent you this?? like being around her man..
30. How are you today?? feeling all cool and shrivelled in the blanket...
31. Favourite drink? POKKA Green tea...
32. Favourite alcoholic drink?? not in a lifetime would i touch that thing...
33. Natural hair colour?? black..
34. Eye colour?? brown...hazel also can..
35. Wear contacts?? yeah...
36. Siblings?? 1 elder bro n 1 younger sis
37. Favourite month?? Oct...me birthday where i know i will be ayear older..and always remind me to grow n be mature...and also April..the month that brought me and the hubby together... 38. Favourite food?? i love foood..i cant choose..heh..but often craves fer chineeeese food..
39. Last movie you watched? devils wear prada
40. Favourite day of the year?? National day...ceh, how patriotic can i be..??
41. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out?? nope..don ask people out except my friends..
42. Scary movies or happy endings?? both actually..
43. Summer or winter?? summer..
44. Hugs or kisses??..kisses on the forehead...have always loved that...
45. Do you want your friends to write back? its all up to them..tak nak pakse...
46. Who is most likely to respond? uh'een and yaty..hahas...especially uh'een...
47. Who is least likely to respond?? cant think of anione...
48. What book/magazine are you reading? none..
49. What's on your mouse pad? mousepad that the bro gt it..ITE...
50. What did you watch on TV last night? CSI...Cold Case...the OC..
51. Favourite Smell?? the hubby's aftershower fragrance...
52. do you regret ever breaking up with someone?? nope..cause the ONE that i with..i am grateful for having to meet him....
53. Time of finishing?? 0018hrs

gotta sign outz of the net now..if the hubby knoes im up till this late on the net, hes gonna nag man....



Hmm...heres something that i came across the net and thought that it was so true..so here i am posting it here to share it with the people around me especially my GIRLFRIENDS....hehe..so you peeps out there better read this "If you love someone".....


Ever since the first time i looked into your eyes, i knew you were the perfect one for me,our love isn't something you can just forget about! you mean the world for me..you know that i love you and forever will...

If i change my world for you would you love me more?? every time i think of you i think why me?? i cry and cry,tears come out of my eyes as the days go by just,because there ain't no other guy like you, you make me crazy just by thinking of your smile, of your eyes, of your voice, and of your laugh...

I love everything about you, people tell me you fall in love once and the rest of the times that you think your in love is just to see if your heart can take all the pain..your my one and only love and I've never been in love with no one eles like you...

Love is a strong word cause people say i love you like if its just another word that doesn't matter but dont say it to some one just because they say it, dont say it unless you really know you do and unless you know that you wanna be with that special person for the rest of your life..because many ppl get hurt by the word love! soooo think about it before...


brrrr...its cold in here.......

hahas...the rain still haven stop yet and im shivering all over...

haiya..looks like im gonna be a potatocouch just having to laze around like this all day long..especially in the rainy season...


a world of coldness surrounds me as the rain continue to pours down and if only these wasnt rain but snow..urhm..wad abaseless thought that occur in me...

wonder when the rain gonna stop..the last i check the weather forecast, they say this will continue till late noon but hey its already late noon but it still is raining...haish guess its gonna be a jogless day for me again today...its been 2 days since i last jog and now because of the continued rain i cant jog...hurmp...well but alhamdullillah jugak hujanlah...rahmat kalau hujan tau...this is wad old folks likes to say...

am feeling so bored right now..seriously donno wad to do...with the lil cuzzie around the house, its like hey 'bringing the house down'...screaming everywhere...hehe but kinda fun to see them having to sleep-over the house...been some time since they last did it...

....rain, rain go away...little children want to play....

haiya..when will the rain stop...with the rain around it just makes me feel like lazing around on the bed but hmm just cant get the eye to shut..guess must have too much rest since nothing to do during these holidays...hehe...

hmm and the msn contacts aint having any fun people around..like D'TJs...haish, where art thou are you????....all i can repeat is i am so BORED....aarrgghhhh.....

anyway just don feel like blogging in much cause nothing much to say..hehe...not much happening around..

well since it has been raining in Singapore, i just hope that things in Brunei is fine...haish its during kinda cool, wet weather that makes me think of the hubby badly...just wish that he would appear and give me abig hug to give me the warmth that i need...but haish...........thats like not gonna happen........DREAM ON WANIE!!!!!!

anyways to the dearest hubby..i know that it has been humid and like you say hot down in Brunei..so you better take care of yourself kays...drink more water to prevent any mouth ulcers kays...niwae am here thinking and missing you always...lovie lovie you lots lots...muax...huggs...*winky winkz*


damn..am down with flu..haish been raining the whole day but...heeeheee am gonna have wonderful nightmareless night tonight..with the cooling space and the blowing of the fan onto me...ahh pleasure..

actually had wanted to turn in for the day when the hubby called and we chatted for awhile..decided to log into the net after that and here i am now blogging in alil before logging out..well mengikut perintah suami jadi kenelah loggie out sekarang...lagipun hubby said that im not feeling well which is truelah...ahh..pleasure again to hear you love one showing concern...alhamdullillah...bersyukur kepada illahi..amin...

last but not the least....

kehadapan hubbyku yang tersayang..inginku ucap selamat malam, mimpi yang indah2..dan anda selalu didalam ingatan dan kerinduan diriku..sangat mencintai mu...muackiez..huggss...

You're always on my mind baby.....

yeays...finally am able to savour the wonderful taste of Mine Shine Milk Tea...dang the 7-11 at my house ran out of it and is only left with the Oolong Black Tea *eyes squinting*...yucky man the taste...got the lil sis to buy it from the other 7-11 at Fajar...hehe amazingly she's treating me for that...

niwaes yesterday kinda had afamily gathering at the granny's and it been along time since i last saw the lil cuzzie..hehe niwae all the parents is out at the wedding invition and the kids and me are left to fend for ourselves...how bad can that be...that is preciously why i hate sunday when there is lot of invitation to go to cause the mothers will end up not cooking on these days...damn that totally sucks...so guess wad, burn the uncle's pocket...$50 to be precised...ended up buying some goody2 food at the Banquet..well although i was feeling SUPER hungry, decided to opt for just the Tenderfresh fishburger which i ended up eating only half ashare...hehe...ssshhh well guess i still kinda wanna keep the body slim and maintain it but have got to make the cheeks alil chubby...dats wad the hubby wants at least...haish, hope that i am able to reach that target before hubby comes back...insya'allah he will...

BB-OO-RR-EE-DD....BB-OO-RR-II-NN-G....these totally describe my holiday life..haish with D'TJs not in my everyday life during the holidays seems like as though time stand still...frankly speaking i hate the holidays because i am unbale to see all my buddies especially uh'een,yaty,zacky,deebum and dee...i wont be able to know what their life have been up to..wonder if they are OUHKAYS and everything else...it totally saddens me to feel this way cause its these people that brighten up my life...be it in school or outside school...they really mean alot to me and i hope from them to me too..having D'TJs in my life really made me understand the word FRIENDS...been through lotsa up and down with them...haish....where would i be without them...if you guys are reading these, although that we are not seeing each other often i hope you will remember that a friend by the name of zawanie still exist and that i am always here for you guys when you are at your lowest.....SSSOOOO, when in clinical if you are encountering any problem remember that not only me but also the D'TJs is here...

hehe niwae before signing off as per usual...

to my dear just wanna you to know that i am thinking and missing you always..no matter how i may sometimes appear to be 'cant be bothered' when you call, in actual fact i am delighted name it all but im glad to hear your voice..hehe..lovie you lotsa...muackiez..huggss...


yeays...finally got myself 2 new pairs of contact lens after a very very long time..hehe...anyways just gotten back and just like window shop alil bit and already feeling exhausted...and do you wanna know why i am feeling that way..its because it is more tiring to shop ALONE than with others...haish now i am missing all those shopping that i used to dread when the hubby was still here...*sob sob sob*..

hahas...after purchasing the lenses, had decided to head down to orchard but decided to went down to Taman Jurong to meetie up uh'een who is feeling bored having to be at the aunt's place or something...so sat down with her and halfway through wif azrul and haikal...uh'eens lil bro and cuzzie...till like after maghrib then proceeded to her house to take that PGL and Bring it On 2 dvd..hehe gonna watch it soon and get myself occupied...

dang the lil sis ketuk the bucks out of me again to get her a McD meal..haish kalau tak kerana adik takkan ku beli...still she say her sis such a miser when it comes to buying her stuff...hmm...she should appreciate that i care but does she..well she DOES amazingly...hehe...aww aint family ties very important...so i eventually gotten her a McChicken meal while since i have the craving for banditto pocketts...heehee..gotten myself one lah eh...damn i will feel guilty tonight having to eat junk food today..haish..nevermind me..i will just jog another extra lap or 2...talking about jogging..amazingly i have maintain it and there will be more to come..gotta train my stamina and my leggie muscle for the future..urhm actually the boyfie is planning a backpacking thingy for us both and that he say its gonna be atiring journey so i have gotta train myself up...which is what i am doing...am gonna keep this healthy lifestyle...hahas well guess this should be about it lah eh cause already bloggie in along entry earlier on besides wanna enjoy my delicious and mouth-watering bandito pocketts...hehe

to my dearest hubby as per usual..just wanna you to know that i am here waiting for you as day goes by and that i am thinking and missing you always..no matter what and where i am, you will always be on my mind and heart..lovie you lots lots...takie care of yourself..muackiez...huggsss............


hahas..finally the exams are over and now i am free to update all bloggie entries and start having the entries again and to D'TJs especially uh'een...pls feel free to read up my entry and i will keep to the promise of updating it every SINGLE day...hehe insya'allah if the lil sis does not hog down to the computer all day long...

anyways..the holidays have long started and now as usual without D'TJs and the hubby my life will rot down at home..haish how unlucky can that be...hmm well my plan for this holiday is actually to start cleaning up my room and start thinking of a uniquely design and colour for the makeover of the room..and that is if the parents truly agree on doing the makeover..well i think im gonna try to do this makeover on my own ...intitially had planned to ask uh'eens bro's fren...the loveable teddy bear NADI to do it up but i guess i shant bother himlah cause he just started his National Service..well as for nadi all the best for the BMT yar...*jia yo*

hehe..eversince the holidays started and its like only aweek into the holidays, i am already missing the D'TJs..haish recently i read up on yaty's bloggie and i am touched to see that she feel that way so i guess here i am also wanting to say AMILLION thanks to you guys for being the best of buds of mine..*mah kasih banget deh*..hehe...gue lurp samer lu semua...nie biler nak kluar and discuss bout the january thingy and also the exchanging of the letters..if anything you guys know where you can get me yar..just give me abeep on the mobile and *poof* there i am right infront of you..hehe...

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh...am feeling so bored sitting at home...well thought today wanna go out wif uh'een but too bad for mua she has her abg sedares wedding..al-maklumlah depa kene rewang...hehe jadik the bunga telur girl kod..hehe she's sure to nag if she really have gotta be one..hahas..hey sis will pray that you wint be one huh...anyways so i thought i would ask dee OAC along as i was gonna buy my contact at sembawang but she also have plans on so once again unlucky for wanie shes left with noone to accompany her..haish guess i will just head down to sembawang and orchard all by myself..i seriously have gotta go to orchard to settle the hubby's membership thingy cause i don wanna the same thing to happen next month..so that is why i am personally showing myself up...well as they say 'customers are always right'.. hehe well it is a fact though...hmmm after running the errands where shall i head to....i wonder???

hahas..dat i can crack my head up later when i am outz..anyways got my hair cut two days ago...hmm kinda like the new look but the hairstylist thin it up too layered but hey im kewl with dat...this might and shall be the last hair cut..gonna maintain it at a long length...den might think of perming it up..hmm wonder if it will look goodie good on mua....*thinking too myself*

well anyways since the plan for today is up, i think i shall just go ahead with it because i am just B-O-R-E-D at home with nothing to do..and its all because i have finish cooking and doing the chores in the early morning..wanna noe sumthing..i tot since its the holiday, could wake up late but hey i ended up waking like 0700 hrs in the morning like almost EVERYDAY..how ridiculous can that be right...haish..

just got off the msn with the hubby and its was just nice to have to chat with dear even for just awhile..satisfaction guaranteed..hehe anyways he couldnt chat long cause he has not finish his duty just yet and i just miss him soo much..no amount of words can describe it...kinda counting down to the days left before i can meet dearie..im just praying hard for dear for his IPPT..i hope he can gain asilver so he could be back in Singapore for free lest if he cant obtain asilver, he has to burn his own pocket just to get back here..haish...how cruel can these people..having to earn something before one can be back home??...haish..

well anyways cant wait for dear to be back...

to my dearest hubby...am seriously thinking and missing you always..just cant wait for the day that you will finaly be back...lovie you lots..muackiez...hugss...





hye peeps...how have you all been doing..

well anyways sowie have not been blogging in the entry for the past 2 days..what to do ...been busy with the notes and more notes..exams are just around the corner..must aim to get an A....

hubby have also been persistently reminding me to study...hey dearie really appreciate you for motivating me to start with my revision...hehe..your MY MAN....my source of motivation as well..lovie you lots...

well cant bloggie in much as gonna get some restie..been on the notes since morning and am feeling exhausted..will promise to bloggie in when am free or till the exams are OVERRRR...anyway to all my friends especially D'TJs...all the best in your revision and upcoming exams... and cant wait for the fun to begin after the papers end....hehehe

finally to my dearest hubby..just wanna you to know that i lovie you lots always and no amount of words can express that except for the many 'I LOVE YOU'..and that i am thinking and missing you always..muackiez..huggss...