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about me


Nurul Zawani Zainal Abidin
Am Twenty Till 12 October.
Always Look On The Bright Side.
Tall Yet Short.
Amazingly humorous.
Goes By The Book.
Easy Going, Friendly, Good Listener, Good advisor.
Paints Her World In Blue And Green.
Loves Chinese, Italian, Malay Cuisine.
Love chocies especially Minty ones.
Adores Shoes, FRENS, BABIES.
Abhors Backstabbers And Liars.
Love GOD and Iskhairy Haron

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Sunday, April 30, 2006
10:48 AM

We belong Together..

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together


10:19 AM

This poem is dedicated specially for my dear...iskhairy
SAYING GOODBYE....especially for your trip to brunei

So soft
the brief touch of your lips
on my cheek.

Was I almost intruding?

"Look after yourself "
should have been
"I love you!"

Then the Jumbo flew over
my head
and I shouted my love
above the roar
and thundering thrust

. . . as if you'd hear.

Through the clouds in my eyes
I watched you fly away
and wished I'd been born with wings


8:12 AM

finally i am back from the abang sedares house...boy was his house nice..very the country zen style..cannot wait for my own homie in the future..hehe well anyway had a tiring day at there and drank too muchie cold drinks and am down with asthma relapse..so not gonna bloggie much..got to go now to rest....

to my one and only dear
wsihing that u are safe and sound always
no matter where u are
love u lots...mishy u too..*muackiez*


8:12 AM

haloo...haloo...finished getting ready already..going out to the abang sedares house..so far all the way to pasir ris man..haiz nevermind aper nk buat pertolongan ku diperlukan disana..hehe well really gonna mishy my dear..i know i must not be sad and missing dear and all but this is what love is called and that the feeling of love and sadness is really hard to control but only i know how it really feels so anyway tata got to..probably will bloggie later at nite...

will always think of you
no matter where i am
its all about loving you
*winky wink..muackiez*


8:12 AM

today is sunday and waking up to the morning sun is a breeze to the mind...hearing dearest voice early in the morning really makes wonders to my day ahead but all this is gonna be missed in afew weeks to come..anyway yesterday as i have been waiting for the past week came and finally will be meeting dear to spend one whole day with him..met him early in the morning and went to pass him the Billabong shirt that i bought for him and 'boy' was i glad he liked the shirt..seeing the smile upon him was blissed to my eyes but....hehe when he came to fetch me at the lrt station, dear was like perspiring like nobody's business..well this is because dear just took his suppliments so anyway we went to buy breakfast for his mum and while dear was queing up to get the food, he kene sound from this lady saying that was he in a sauna cos he was perspiring profusely..hehe dearest u look so cute when you smile and giggled when u kene tegur...upon reaching his home, he showered and he got ready and while waiting i talked to his mum and we chatted and chatted...and lucky for me there was dear mum to chat with me kalau tak i would have felt awkward waiting for him..hmm after dear got ready we salam dear's mum and set off to our destination which was to the mrt then to the ICA building..on our way to the busstop, one small deed that dear did that really touched my tinie winnie heart..dear without hesitation helped a blind man to the busstop.. (salutes to u dear cos not many people would do that)..and at the busstop, we terserempak with my classmate (shikin) whom dear also know from AES..hmm then we went to pay bill skejap and off we went to ICA...while in the mrt, we were standing throughout the journey and there he was standing right in front of me looking so tall..hehe..we chatted about everything under sun..sampai jek kat ICA we was shocked to see the crowd that was there and in all we spent about near to 2hrs at ICA waiting to be served by the teller and when finally it was our turn i just cant wait to be out so we could carry on with our plans for the day..after ending out session with ICA, we head on to toa payoh SAFRA to collect the complimentary movie ticket..hehe and with the ticket we went to catch 'The Wild'..but before the movie, dear was already feeling hungry and actually in silence i was hungrylah..hehe so we went to have our lunch at Siam kitchen where i ate pineapple seafood rice and dear ate beef grass noodle and boy was the noodle spicy..after lunchie my stomach kinda had gastric cos i ate spicy food on an empty stomach and by the end of the day came i was having a bad gastric..and dear i am so sorry for not listening to you and making you angry..i promise i wont do it again kaes..so after lunch we went to catch the movie at lido and i really enjoyed the movie and while in the movie i just hope that time would stop leaving the little time all for the both of us but it was not at all true..so after movie we went to lau pa sat to meet sufian to take dear memory stick and we had dinner there as well but as i was not feeling well, i didnt finished my food..as soon as we were done with dinner, we went straight to the busstop to head back home as dear was beginning to be worried with my bad gastric pain...so we took 75 and head home..while in the bus we sat beside one another and having dear by my side holding my hands, make me feel really blesses but yet at the same time i just knew that the comfortness that i was feeling will be just sweet memories when he goes to Brunei in afew weeks time...seriously how i wished time would stop cos i am not ready to see him leave just yet...i really dont know how time is going to pass when he finally leaves for brunei but yesh i know school and all will fill my life of loniless without him..dear i am really reluctant but just wanna you to takie cares of urself down there....

dear oh dear
how time gonna move slow for us
how i wished that you are by my side
but though your not
you are always in my heart and mind
am thinking about you always
love you lots and gonna missed you lots dearest


Friday, April 28, 2006
11:52 AM

yesh..finally its friday and saturday is coming..boy i am delighted that i am seeing dearie tomorrow..

to me dear
ur the nut that provides food for this little squirrel
love u lots...


Thursday, April 27, 2006
9:12 AM

haloo..haloo...i am already blogging just to say my thoughts for today..i just hope that time will pass by in ablink of an eye...cannot wait for saturday to come whereby dearie will book out..

as days pass by
my love for you deepens
with all that you have done
i truly appreciate and cherish it
i love you lots and miss yar dear...


Wednesday, April 26, 2006
5:15 PM

haloo..today as usual did nothing muchie except for ironing..cooking..damn my life is so quiet and slow always thinking and daydreaming about dearie..how i wished time would stop and we could just be in each others company and only us having a precious time...haiz..will be meeting him later for dinner and to spend the little time that we have..these few days have been like a dream come true for me as the moment that i have been longing for is here..and that is to be loved and to loved..i prayed to GOD that the journey that we have started will be an enduring journey with full of test but eventually we will loved and appreciate each other..hmm i trully am cherishing this romance story between dearie and me..dearie just wanna tell u that i reallie love you lots and though ur going away i will be right here waiting for you with an open arms just to give you an big hug when you are back....

dearest of mine
days past by with only absence
to you i wanna tell you
i missed you and love you...


Tuesday, April 25, 2006
9:50 AM

been back from stong for nearly two weeks and now i am having my school holidays and here i am slogging away at home only to do little stuff...ironing..cleaning..cooking..and haha reading..hmm have just finish memoirs of a geisha now going to start on uh-een book and that is the da vinci code (heard from uh-een and dear that its a good book)..reallie looking forward to reading it man...**giggles**..i am now like not going solo because i have found my dance partner who is willing to tolerate my nonsense..crankiness..maddness..name it all but he is ready to listen to whatever i have got to say..okies you people must be wondering what the hell i am blabbering but soon u will find it out..been kinda down and sad knowing that a loved one is going to be away from me for 1 year...wonder how my days will pass when he is finally away...in the meantime, all i wanna do is to cherish and spend the very little time we have for each other..

dearest to you
if u are reading this
just wanna let you know
eventhough the time is short
lets cherish all the moments we have
love u lots..


Friday, April 14, 2006
3:30 PM

BACK FROM STONG! =)