well peeps heres a survey that i got from Dee-bum..and here goes nothing...

SERIES ONE as usual
-name: nurul zawani zainal abidin
-birthdate: 121086
-birthplace: singapore
-current location: simei ite MLC
-eye color: it has got to be hazel, seriously.
-hair color: black
-righty or lefty: right
-zodiac sign: libra
-innie or outtie: both!

:SERIES TWO describe
-ur heritage: dad pure malay, mum javanese
-clothes u wore today: school unifrom
-ur hair: wavy kinda curls
-ur eyes: very the big
-ur weakness: i'm too emotional but hahas now am doing well and changing all thanks to the boyfie
-ur fears: losing the people i love
-ur perfect pizza: lots of pepperoni!
-one thing u'd like to achieve: being a noble nurse

:SERIES THREE what is
-ur most overused phrase: "hmm..not sure lei"
-ur tots first waking up: is there any missed calls or msgs from the hubby
-the first feature you notice in the opposite sex: smile
-ur best physical feature: my butt i guess well thats wad alot of peeps say even the hubby!
-ur bedtime: depends
-ur greatest accomplishment: definitely the girlfriends. I've picture-framed them in my heart.
-ur most missed memory: being alittle kid once more...where there is no burden,worries and all...haish...i wanna be 11 again..

:SERIES FOUR prefered
-pepsi or coke: coke....can it be coke lite???
-McDonalds or Burger King: recently Burger king...
-single or group dates: definitely single! but i don't mind group dates though
-adidas or nike: adidas
-lipton ice tea or nestea: lipton ice tea
-chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-cappuccino or coffee: cappucino

:SERIES FIVE do you
-smoke: no
-cuss: hmmm...
-sing well: nope
-take a shower everyday: yep
-have a crush(es): yes...but now have thrown all those away...
-who are they: hehe...
-do you think uve been in love: yep
-like high school: okay lar!
-want to get married: double duhh!
-type wt fingers on rite keys: errrr.... ya?
-believe in urself: they've beeen telling me i should
-get motion sickness: always..
-think ure attractive: *loooks around*
-think ure a health freak: like duhh..hehe yeshie
-get alg wt ur parents: of course..without them i wouldnt be here...
-like thunderstorms: nope
-play an instrument: nyeh

:SERIES SIX in the past mth, did/have you
-go on a date: nope...
-got to the mall: yeshie..
-eaten an entire box of oreos: yar..amazingly kanss..
-eaten sushi: yep ..i lovie it..
-been on stage: yesh..quite anumber of times...
-been dumped: yesh...
-gone skating: yesh..and it hurts..
-made homemade cookies: yes..pastimes...
-been in love: every single day in my life.
-gone skinny dipping: no..NEVER!!
-dyed ur hair: nope
-stolen anythin: hmm..does taking my sis's pen without her knowing counted??

:SERIES SEVEN the future
-age you hope to be married: before 25?
-numbers and names of children: well depends on my hubby...
-describe ur dream wedding: "hmm..it must be as pure as white and in greenary as well..haish cant wait for t he moment.."
-what do you wanna be when you grow up: to love and be loved...still happyily in love with Iskhairy Haron
-what country wld you most likely visit: Paris!

:SERIES EIGHT opposite gender
-best eye color? brown
-best hair color? not fussy..
-short or long? obviuosly short..
-best height: definitely taller than me. i also like feeeling feeeling small can!
-best article of clothings: errrr....
-best first date: the one I had with my hubby
-best first kiss: the one where hubbby gave me on the forehead...ahhh...!


hahas...finally got some pics uploaded for view of the fellow viewers of my bloggie..anyway school have been normal except for the tough revision that the lecturers are starting on despite us having to go back school next week for revision..haish, actually not stress with the exams but actually just need to prepare myself thats all..and i am starting today by splitting up all the topics up..hehe am not spotting topics here but arranging in order to facilitate easier studying...

oh yesh...today was not exactly normal because something special occur in TPS class today..it was an emotional ending of class today..as since it was the last day of TPS, Ms Wong decided to have class emotion revealing..the target was to think if we had the chance to say sorry and thank you to anyone, who would it be??...well at first everyone in class was going like,'wanna say what sei'..or some like me was going 'is there anyone that i wanna say sorry or thank you'..well we start the ball rolling with Marcus..and i was shocked to see the emotion in it because we were actually saying things that was real and within in us all these while..having to see Marcus shed tears, i was doubtful that others and me would to but guess what...everyone who had share their feelings and mostly broke down in tears including me..i just couldnt control that emotion..it was too domineering...in fact i was touched to hear all their story but the story that touched me the most was Sufian's and the story that shocked me the most was Uncle Zul's..well all i can say that after todays TPS session like what Yaty has said..there seems to be acloser bonding in the class especially among those who were present during TPS sessions..having to have todays session, it made me realise though i used to hate being my dad's daughter, i wouldnt what i am if id hadnt been for my DAD..and now i realise that he is the one that confide in most and without my dad having to be what he was in the past,i might not bw what i am today..a girl having the determination and will-powered when the tough gets going..these few days i feel that i am filled with tranquility..i just wanna THANK GOD for bestowing on me the WONDERFUL and BEAUTIFUL family that i have now even after so much hurdles...having to appreciate the people around me...FAMILY..FRIENDS...and most IMPORTANT figure in my life now...my LOVED ONE...iskhairy haron...*really sobbing*....

anyways i was feeling over the moon yesterday and it was all because i was able to talk to hubby on the phone for quite a long duration actually..hehe well we talked about some heart-opening question..and i was glad that i was able to open myself up and have the confident to be talking to a man i regard with respect who also have the confidence...I LOIKE..anyways yar...i am so madly in love with iskhairy haron..haish...hey i seriously dont know why the hell i am sighing but i am glad and i pray hard that things will and have work out how it was supposed to be while dear was still in Singapore..and like dear said 'buang yang keroh, ambil yang jernih' and in the english version it would be something like 'throw away the past but look forward to better days in the future'...see what i mean i need dear to be by my side to teach and guide me relatively as how one's hubby would do...having to realise that i have not been appreciating dear in the past, it made me realise more that i dont see why someone as good, caring, gentle, and everything nice and the TREmendous like dear not be appreciated and respected...whatever dear said have all come to light about him being away in Brunei is not totally abad thing but its actually ablessing in disguise as i understand and am more confident of myself and also the relationship....haish having to say so much, now i am beginning to miss him lots but its ouhkays as i understand the situation that we are in now...

well i am just glad and bersyukur that things are putting in place...and i am also excitedly happy that all the micey (tikusi) are appreciating one another in their relationship including mine...alhamdullillah...amin...

finally as per usual..

to my dearest hubby..just wanna tell you that whatever i am doing and being now is not because i am changing because of others but because for you and the best of the relationship and that i am sincere in all that i am doing...which includes having to love you so, so deeply like i never had before...am always thinking and missing you lots..i seriously dont know what i would be without you in my LIFE...lovie you lotss...muackiez...huggss...


well...since i am having problems in having to upload the pics..here i am again back to square one having to bloggie in but anyways this will be ashort one..as i was saying since i was uploading pics of my bestie friends, and saying that they are important to me...there is another special person in my life that is as important and someone whom i look up to more than a boyfie but most of the time the utmost respect as a hubby...and he is none other than Iskhairy Haron...

hehe...aint he the most cutest...the apple of my eyes..

when is the person im longing most be back in my arms once again.....

wow..this have gotta be our tickets...

well...these are some of the pics that Z managed to snap secretly during the musical and like i say the people involved are tremendeously great including the small little kid who take on the role of the crown prince..hehe..macam nak cubit2 pipi dia...



Presenting our creation by D'TJs..Brownie ice-cream

hahas..actually now supposed to be doing my revision but decided that i will continue with it after maghrib..hubby no wories kays insya'allah i will prepare myself for the exams beforehand...anyways this is the creation created by my lovable group D'TJs..our very own Brownie ice-cream..and yar i reallie mean it ...its our own creation and we really made it on our own..so finally marcus forwarded me this pic so i can upload it but there will be more pic that will be uploaded soon..hehe..which includes the belated raya pics and the Puteri Gunung Ledang outing pics as well...hehe..


haloo, haloo and morning to all the bloggers out there..anyway today is a wonderful sunday morning eventhough i am grounded by the mom for having to come home late yesterday..haish..den now cannot go out to Uh-een's for the project..haish sorry guys couldnt make it...owe you all one...

anyway yesterday was the most hectic yet memorable day with the girlfriends..guess what we finally caught 'Puteri Gunung Ledang:The Musical'..it was my first but not the last musical and having to been to a musical for the first time, i was entrigued with the performance by AC Mizal, Tiara Jacquelina,Adlin Aman, and the cunning 'Hang Tuah' casted by Stephen Rahman-Hughes..damn was his malay good..you peeps should really catch it but hmm too bad today is the last day of the musical and that tickets are all sold out..well who knows Suria might decide to telecast it on air..hehe will be praying hard for it because i would pay to watch it again..(sowie hubby you had to miss it , should have watched it with you because hehe its seriously is one of akind musical)...no words can explain how great the musical was, rite Yaty, uh-een and Zacky..??...but the wasted thing is only that we didnt get to meet face to face with the cast cos they werent ready to meet us as i think they were changing and heehee we were already hungry with our stomach having to growling like nobody's business..but we managed to catch sight of Afdlin Shauki..hehe looks funny as how his character would be..soooo before we know it, our legs was carying us to Long John Silver...yum yum...

and yar so there we were sitted with all our orders...Zacky, Uh-een and mua had the Combo 2 which had 2 chicken and 1 fish pieces along with the fries and drink while yaty decided to set her tastebuds for 1 chicken, 1 fish and 2 prawns along with the fries...hehe aint all these appetizing and gosh werent we full..oh yar by the way, one of the staff was super stern...dono if shes even the manager..well we guess she must be some police retiree or something..hehe...till theres no smile on her face..uh-een was also like saying 'agaknya kene demoted tak..bab tu muker masam jek'...hehe might be true too...as usual being the 'CAMHORE' us, we decided to click some while in LJS...

well, after all was done head on to Plaza Singapura to meetie up with Dee to accompany her watch her 'FRIEND' in a competition and i could see the GLOW in her eyes having to watch him perform on stage...hmm we left PS at 2100 to head on to Pasir Ris Costa Sand chalet eventhough it was already late and i somwhow knew that it might land me in trouble and true enough it did when my mobile rang at 2300 when we about to leave the pit that the OACians had organized..the dad was asking bout my whereabouts and asking me to get back ASAP..haish here comes trouble...when i told hubby what had happened, he say that all it needed was disciplined to get me back on time..well actualy kinda true cos there was this once when we went to his pit late but was still able to reach home before 2300 and yar hubby maybe what you say is true i need you to be disciplined..hehe well that is why i need you not only as a hubby but also a man who can teach and correct me whenever i am in the wrong and when i need guidance..to add positiveness in me when negativeness starts to prevail..that is why i want you to be my future... all i can say is that insya'allah with our hearts,mind and soul together all this is able to happen and this phrase will remain true in our life..'TWO DIFFERENT HEARTS,ONE TRUE LOVE'...this phrase really holds aspecial meaning in my life with you...and you taught me a whole lot hubby..

hubby... i always say that i appreciate you alot when you were in Singapore..but i realise now that i appreciate you more when you are away from me...having to appreciate you, it makes me feel that i am lucky to have to found you in my life...and that is why i wanna you be the one for me and i am hoping, wishing and praying that days head will test us for the better of our relationship cos i cant stop but wishing to share my whole life with you for the rest of my life..i lovie you lots, am thinking and missing you always..will always be right here waiting for you...

hahas...guess i must have been blogging plenty of stuff here so all wanna shout out is enjoy reading my blog and feel free to taggie me at my tagboard..lovie you peeeps lots..and lovie you too hubby...huggss...


*yawning*..damn i am feeling tired...am having a muscle stretch on both thigh now..and this all happen because today without warning, Ms Kristy said that NAPFA was to be held today and yar i was so not prepare for it man..hahas unlucky for me i failed my 2.4km by 2 mins and it was because i was not pushing myself hard enough..well how to when my muscle stretch from last week S&W was still not recovered yet but hey insaya'allah can make it want...hmm its not so important for ladies to pass it anyways...hehe

anyway todays lesson was super dry with Ms Yeo having to cover 5 topics of PCB and den Mdm Alice having to cover 3 topics...oh man guess what...i finally well not finally lah actually i already knew but what i am trying to say is i realised that there is sooo many topics to be revised and exams are like 2-3 weeks away..haish reallie gotta have to start revising..insya'allah will be starting revision this weekend when all the projects are all finally submitted...

oh yes..i scored like 93.3% for my theory test on my CPR..yeays that is like only 2 wrong answer and i am proud of myself...*wink*..anyway congrats to all my classmates..we really did well man..'E' class will always persevere till the very end..'ciayo'...lets all run the last lap of our semester....live up to our 'E' class name and make Mrs lee proud of us...

hmm, i guess thats about it on my day today and finally as usual..

to my dear, have been missing and thinking of you badly ...just want you to know that i will always lovie you lots...muackiez..huggss....


7th months have passed and our relationship is still going strong despite all the arguements and stiffling..but like dear always say no matter how much or how angry we get when we argue, at the end of the day we still love one another as much..and the assurance will always be there..eventhough our anniversary have been along distance one, we do not fail to wish one another..hahas actually i kinda recall saying to dear that not to bother about all these days but at times you just have got to know how times sometimes fly very fast...felt like i have only known dear for 7 days..hehe..anyway although the anniversary have passed, i still once again would like to say, to my dearest heres wishing you a happy anniversary and may the roads ahead be full of surprises for both of us..lovie you lots, missing and thinking of you always..you will always be close to my heart...

anyway, today in school didnt do anything much except for the normal routine with D'TJs..hmm i guess this name will be official..hahas..finally the oncology project have been 'professionally' submitted..aload of the mind..now with only 1 and ahalf project to be done and insya'allah can..

haish..actually today seriously nothing much to write...oh yar have gotta share this funny incident..today while in lecture theatre having our combined lecture, halfway through the lecture, there was this dono which course chinese guy who entered the lecture theatre and not realising that he was in the WRONG theatre..to think that he can still wave at the nursing lecturer thinking that it was one of his lecturer but sadly when he turn toward the whole nursing cohort, he was stunt to see that he was in the wrong class..feeling soo embarrased when we laughed at him, the guy quickly hurried and left the hall...damn i wonder what i would feel if i was in his situation..confirm 'paiseh'..actually kinda rude and cruel of us to laugh but it was SUPER funny tha he couldnt realise he was in the wrong class...haishh...people nowadays..seelah come lesson late somemore...

well, i have gotto go and have some food because am feeling kinda hungry...might just snack on some biscuits..hehe

finally...

to my dear..just want you to takie care of yourself...am right here always waiting for you..lovie you lots and lots...and am thinking and missing you always..muackiez..huggss


yeays...finally am now back again in blog to bloggie in and yar...wanna shout out loud...i PASSED my CPR certification programme...phew..that was a relieved and the sense of accomplishment was stupendous..hehe..

anyway have not been blogging in for almost aweek i guess...al-maklumlah been busy in school doing projects and more project...things have been on track for me now that almost the projects are done then all i have got to focus on is revision for exam...exams is still like 3 weeks away but already the hubby is reminding me to start with revision...correct or not dear..he even asked me to sprint since its the last lap of my nursing years as a student...haish..i hope insya'allah i am able to make the grades either to fulfill not only mine but my family and my dearie wish for me to continue studies to a diploma..insya'allah if bertekad boleh..its either i want or i dont...

hmm..actually since i have not been blogging in my entries last week, so i will just share alil bit...

well, last weekend was the raya outing with the secondary peeps on saturday while D'TJs on sunday...well what can i say when you are in good company you seem to enjoy it..and hey i did..on both days...i felt it was the best raya that i could have with my friends..be it new ones or old ones..as long as i know that we are still in contact and still try to meet up i am sure the bond will always be there...cant wait to do it again next year..hmm...but what i am afraid is that next year all will be too busy.....haish...

anyway, life for me looks like it have return to usual and i am praying hard that it will stay that way...i wont want to jeopardize my life..hehe u peeps must be wondering what i am saying...its for me to knoe and for you to find out lah eh...hehe

last but not the least as usual...

to my one and only dear...just wanna tell you that i am doing fine here in Singapore after 1 month without you here physically in Singapore but i am taking it slowly as this is a test for not only you and me as an individual but a test for both of us..endurance, patience and understanding is the main key to this test and i am sure insya'allah dear that we will overcome it and better road ahead is waiting for us...just would like to end off by saying that i really love you lots...thinking and missing you always wherever i may be...you are always close to my heart....takies cares of yourself out there...huggiess lots2 and tite2...muackiezzz.....



Two Different hearts One true love...
With these rings will it make us strong..

this morning waking up feeling all so tired and filled with remorse and saddness...dear still have not call me yet and i wonder why..hmm i guess ni mesti the P-card dah habis..anyway i also dont wanna dear to waste too much money on it...hehe puas hati dear save up the money for better use..i am not sad about him not calling me but the fact that i am not hearing from him after the arguement that we had...i just feel so guilty because it is my fault for feeling that way...

now dear i wanna tell you that i take back what i say and that i am proud of myself for being able to be there for you like a wifey should..heh macam gini baru lei jadi wifey misali kan dear??...anyway i am so sorry dear of me to feel the way i did tau..

anyway nothing much happen in school lately and today lesson was super short with only CDP and PCB...hehe lagi2 today not going for OAC training as i have got to go to Z's house to do the brownie ice-cream..hehe while waiting for the ice-cream to freeze, we watched the movie 'Heart'..oh yar did i mention when i was at Z's house was actually terrified of the cats..was like going ahh...maklumlah takut ngan kucing...anyway finally i couldnt take it anymore so i decided to give dear's fren a message to inform dear that i needed to talk to dear...and yar true enough dear called and it was calming to hear his voice but upon hearing his tone, i began to feel scared as i think that dear is still angry...oh yar he told me his waiting for his pay to top-up the card and he will call me but deep in me i am just so afraid he wont..haish zawani please pull yourself together and be positve..you need to have faith and confidence in dear...

nowadays especially the past 3 days, just not in the mood to bloggie in that much as i am feeling worried..well dear like u truelly always say...i think too much well yesh i think too much because i care for your feelings..and i apologise if i always prove you right by always caring for you in the wrong way..but dear you know deeply that i always love, care, think and missing you..

sometimes i just feel that i am useless and not good enough for you but i always put in mind of what you always say..to have confidence in myself...

finally all i wanna say to you dear is that once again i am sorry...and that i lovie you very muchie..am thinking and missing you always..wherever you maybe i will be right here waiting for you to be back in my arms again...muackiez..huggsss.......



haish...i wonder how i am feeling deeply in me now..

i feel so lost without you...

haish..anyway nothing much to bloggie in as im not in the mood too do it anyway..

actually yesterday just kinda had an arguement with dear and it was a really heart-reanching arguement..i am sorry and i admit it was my fault for feeling that way but dear totally misinterpreted it wrongly...i am seriously sorry over what had happen and i know it have happen before and i know with me saying i will learn from it will be of no use..but dear seriously i was there for you and if you had think about the 1 month that was fine and me trying to be strong for you then why cant you just put your anger feelings aside despite me having to say that it was all intentional...i even told you that i love to hear u telling me your problems at work eventhough sometimes my answer could be blunt but the point is when you confide in me it makes me feel assured that you need me and its through there that you make feel like your 'wifey'...i am really sorry kalau i hurt you tadi malam but both of us was putting our ego and feelings ahead as the priority instead of the relationship...

but seriously niat i semalam memang nak minta maaf dengan you but it took a turn for the worse instead of me trying to make you feel better, i ended up making you feel pissed...thats why i once say, physically you sound and look fine but emotionally and psychologically i dont know whats burning in you..and dats where i come in to be of your support..i know your out there alone dear...here i wanna tell you that whatever it is i am here and will always be..

haish..i am still waiting for dearie's call but to no avail..

just want you to know...i lovie you lots..thinking and missing you lots and whatever hurtful things i said to you, i sincerely take it all back and i really mean it dear...lovie you lots..muackiez..huggss....


hehe...rite now just completed the Oncology project halfway through and am now at the Multimedia Learning Centre (MLC)...well already eaten my lunch but didnt finish it exactly...i ate the Nasi Goreng Kampung and it is 'SUPER HOT' till i was perpetually tearing and gulping down water...pai kembong perut nohh...betul tak Uh-een??

well surprisingly today while in practical lab lesson, dearie messaged me...alahai damn i was touched to read his messsage...his message wrote 'Chiak, anjat tak! Morning sayang its your hubby just messaging you from a far far away land to say i miss you, huggs,,muackiez..'..haiz it was like music to my heart to listen or i mean to read the message..

hey well gotta sign off now..time for my lesson...*yawning*...another 2 hours of tutorial...haish..

dearie, lovie you and thinking and missing you always..huggz...


haiya...the mother and the lil sis is making a din in my room...ish3 its so noisy man..wonder how i am going to enjoy my blogging and continuing my project..hehe looks like i shall just head off to my bed and rest in for the day..tomorrow there will be Sports & Wellness and we wil be playing softball...yeays cant wait for tomorrow..

anyway the dearie have already come back form the outfield camp and he is now in camp doing normal duty..well today he called to chat with me so early in the morning when i was in the lecture hall at about 0800hrs but as i was going to start lesson i couldnt actually answer his call...but hey dear still message me saying to message him when i am on my break...well lucky for me today PCB lecture ended early so was able to talk to dearie while waiting for the Tom & Jerries to print out our TPS assignment...haish..was kinda long when i chat with dearie..dang i have got to buy the international calling card that dearie was mentioning...nak save budget katerkan...hehe..gotta save and save and save...for the future and i mean it ...hehehe...

anyway the Oncology project is already halfway through and the business plan is getting on 'FINE' with the whole group agreeing on making our Brownie ice-cream venture...hmm i wonder if one day me and frens decided to venture into business, will we succeed and become enterpreneurs....will we??...

hmm..well nothing much happen today as usual..but all i know my day is filled with happiness with my frens around me and especially with the dearie having to call me up but still am feeling kinda frustrated with my cough which have not yet healed and with my wrist having to be pain again especially after having to use the keyboard everytime...wonder why rite??...its because i sprain my wrist at KK hospital during attachment and furthermore now when i use the keyboard m left wrist tend to be 'crooked' thus worsening the pain..arrgghh...haiz...must be fully healthy for next week with the Basic Cardiac Life Support (BCLS) and phase test coming up...eeeee, so many test but so little time to study...haishh...nevermind i am sure i will pull through if i put in the effort...

anyway apiece of good new...finally the ICA reply to my bro's work application and alhamdullilah he was accepted for the postition...hey bro you have got to 'belanja' kaes..jangan lokek2...in english it would be dont be stingy...

with the wrist giving me pain and the body system feeling almost down i had better sign off first before i rattle on nonsense...hehe...

as per usual...

to my dearie..thanks for being there giving me assurance time and again and i truly appreciate it..its this words that keep me going for the next few months...just want you to know eventhough you already know, i lovie you lots and thinking and missing you always..muackiez..huggss tight2...


haish...how bored can i be..

for the first time ever i don feel sleep on a Sunday night..hahas thats a miracle man..blah blah blah..actually dono what im trying to do also..just blogg just now..

guess i must be mad..hehe...spongebong humppants..


The mother & daughter......
The Kosdiman's Enterprise....
The Zainal's Enterprise....mua Family..hehe...
The Kosno's Enterprise........
The Sariff's Enterprise....
The whole family....Saraman's Holdings...

been a very busy and tiring day since yesterday...was busy with some school assignment in the morning and obviously the house chores too...well anyway school days was not so bad with Ms Chor Buey ending the lesson early..hmm i wonder did she actually realise that she let us off early??...

oh yar...friday OAC training aint so bad actually with Yana not being there...but macam pathetic abitlah because there was like less than 30 people that came...alahai kecian OAC...makin budak2 gerek macam chek and gang dah nk graduate makin pathetic the situation..hmm i wonder why???..well after OAC pun dee, yaty and me decided to just head back home oh yar did i mention Uh-een wasnt there..hmm...knape agaknye Uh-een tak datang eh??...knape??...hehe hanya Tuhan sahaje yang tahu... ;)

anyway..its has actually been 3 days since dear called me as he has outfield 'camping'...something like dat lah..so missed him like BIG time but hey absence makes the heart fonder...

haish...oh man there is like lots of project to be done is its dueing soon...aarrgghh why last semester got alot of project..ingatkan dah nak graduate relax sikit...looks like the table turns on me...what i expected wasnt what it was supposed to be...

finally semua tetamu pun dah balik..and i hope there wont be anymore visitors coming...*shouting out loud*...I NEED MY REST...

actually kinda boring staying home with nothing to do..back den when dearie was around dear was the one who filled my lonliness by going out but now that dear is in Brunei...here i am all alone...wanna ask people out also awkward as today Yaty and Zahidah balik kampung den Dee sure busy at home with baby Danial ...Uh-een pulak i think she went out with Aza...furthermore wanna ask my close frens..Yaty and Uh-een out also like 'paiseh'..they have their own life...haish...Iskahiry Haron when are you coming back to my life??...

well to my close fren, if you are reading this...i wanna thank you lots for being there for me when i was down and when i was so lonely..only i know how much you have been there for me...and yar Uh-een..u were saying..kalau dh keje once amonth must meet right..i totally AGREE..hehe..and yar love you guys lots..

as usual ending off....

to my dear, it was so great to have to hear your voice...and i just cant wait to have you back in my arms..am thinking and loving you always..muackiez..huggs

Love is togetherness,
Sharing with each other,
Supporting each other,
Filling each others lives,
Love is happiness seeing the joy of your loved one happiness..
(depicted from the movie 'Heart')



finally...the weekday is over and hahas weekend is finally back...but still sure got alot of housework and also not forgetting my revision...

haish kinda feeling the heat of being in 2nd year as the number of project have just accumulated to a total of 4 projects and none have yet to be done and that includes TPS project which is due this coming friday...but hey insya'allah boleh habis...

nothing much happen in school lately except for the normal routine but i still enjoy being in school as all my Tom & Jerries are in school to keep me company...betul tak??..

haish, actuallty there has been alot in mind lately and its basicly eating me slowly i guess but i shant share with anyone because i feel its just too personal to be told just by blogging besides i want to keep it from the knowledge of my dearie whom i wish not to worry...kesian dear dahlah kat Brunei takkan masalah chek pun nak bilang depa...but if dear dont know its more better as i dont wanna and dont wish to hurt him in anyways but dear if your reading this i guess you are worrrying about whats going on in my mind but all i wanna you to know is that i love you alot...

recently i have seen this Indonesian movie entittled 'Heart' and this movie depic a love story that is very touching but whats important is what beneath the message of the story..all i can say is you have gotta watch it on your own to know how the sadness could actually make you cry...to those yang tak menangis tu...hmm you have gotta ask your humanity feelings...

frankly speaking blogging is actually an entertainment that tires me out..hehe...having to recap and think what happen to me the whole day is taxing but in a good way i am able to express my feelings and thoughts...

well man...the eyes is starting to drop and so before it really dropped, i would better end off the entry...

anyway to my one and only dear....cant wait to hear your voice on monday because i really am missing you lots and been thinking about you alot too..be it negative or positive thoughts..haishh...just wanna you to know dear that i lovie lots...missing and thinking of you always...muackiez...hugsss......