today is the third day of my second week of holidays..today i woke up feeling extra cheerful than usual cos i stayed up late to chat up with someone special..hmm i missed my friends but its ok because tomorrow will be meeting them to go over to mrs lee apartment for chinese new year..well didnt make any entry for along tyme as i had forgotten my password and i just cannot find the time to do so..well on monday 6 feb, it was the most memorable day i had with my 7 other good friends as we went for apicnic at east coast parkway where we eat..blade..swam..and also talk to our hearts content and oh yesh yaty's 'B' was there and that was the first time all of us get to know him and hmm he aint so quiet afterall..its been 3 weeks since i last think about someone and moving on with my life and yesh with the help of my friends, i am finally able to move on and i have sadly but strongly let him go..this is apromise i made for myself..till when do i wanna sacrifice my effort for someone when he himself is not being optimistic about life..well i may have told him that i will and may wait for him 5 yrs down the road but the table has changed nt because i have someone new but because it just that i dont wanna be just the second in his heart..it truly hurts for me to do so but its for the good of both party..well at the end of the day for me after letting it go i feel much happier and not lost anymore..kae me gtg will continue with other entry for other days..