yesterday i had no time to key in my entry because i was at my great grandmother house..have been there since the past two days..she has been really sick these few days..this is all gods will..anyway yesterday was the most tiring day for me as i didnt even get awink of sleep as i was up the whole night taking care of my great grandmother..went to work by my uncles car and i was almost late but on time for the morning report..as usual started of the morning with the normal routine and then followed by my break..as i was feeling very tired, i didnt have the mood to make up silly jokes to make the time move faster instead it was my partner sharon that was keeping me awake the whole day..well soon the time moved to 1pm den it was 2pm den finally it was 3pm and yesh i could knock off from work.just didnt know why i pefered to stay home these few days..maybe the sadness in me is still there..like i told naeem it was not easy as i was still thinking about him..yesterday after knocking off from work, i went back with my very close buddy, rasidah..we talked about alot of things as we have not seen each other for months..as we were talking, i prayed and hope that she would not pop the question up but too bad for me she did and i was upset when she did..as we were talking..i finally told her that i didnt want to talk about anything because i was going to break down..and being the understanding friend of mine, she patted me on the shoulder and said its ok..haiz..then it all started i was thinking about him again..i was wondering what could he be doing..has he eaten..i so much so feel like dialling his number and giving him acall..but thinking about it also still made me feel betrayed..well anyway i have got to go now...have to iron my uniform as today i am on afternoon shift..will key in my entry for today later at night.. ;)