well now got nothing to do and just finish my dzuhur and asar prayers..had already eaten just now and medication for my stomach has also been taken..hehe think if dear had not advised me to go to the doctors i wouldnt have been better..thankie so much for showing me care and concern but sorry eh dear for my stubborness..anyway today was my last day for attachie at senior citizen health care center..was actually grumbling that there was nothing to do for the past two days and that we learnt nothing but suddenly feel kind of missed the aunties and uncles there..nothing to worry tomorrow will be going for the school health services and hehe can see all the small little childrens..really cannot wait..anyway yesterday dear told me that he has been busy and that he will be working the whole week as he was covering up for his friend..i thank god for making him a good samaritan..hehe although dear denies it..each time kalau i kasih you compliment mesti ada jek you balas..hehe joking aje eh dear..was kind of sad when he told me that he was working this whole week as i knew that i wouldnt be able to see him..but its not abig problem for me because there is aprotrait of dear embedded in my mind and heart eventhough i had only seen dear once..there is this saying that goes "loving someone doesnt mean you need to know him long enough but it is how well you know that person"..hehe probably we clicked so well because we have the chemistry..but like dear said, the road is still long for us and anything can happen in the future but we just pray that god will be there to show us the way..and like dear said..hehe kalau dah jodoh tak kemana..all i want to say is that i am grateful to god for making dear entering my life..and i pray that the love between us will grow as deep and as big as the universe..hehe..insya'allah..finally to end off this entry..dear i know everyday also i say and key in this but no matter what i still am..i love you so muchie..