Nurul Zawani Zainal Abidin
Am Twenty Till 12 October.
Always Look On The Bright Side.
Tall Yet Short.
Amazingly humorous.
Goes By The Book.
Easy Going, Friendly, Good Listener, Good advisor.
Paints Her World In Blue And Green.
Loves Chinese, Italian, Malay Cuisine.
Love chocies especially Minty ones.
Adores Shoes, FRENS, BABIES.
Abhors Backstabbers And Liars.
Love GOD and Iskhairy Haron
as usual today woke up to the morning sun and did my ironing for the whole family..he messaged me as usual in the morning and i replied..will be waiting for his messages the whole day..well today wont be going out because just didnt feel like..afternoon came and i took ashort nap just to be awaken to his messaged as usual asking the same thing..have i eaten and all..today i just feel that its just not right as if something bad would happen and truthfully something did..when it happen i didnt think that it would have such agreat impact on me like the previous ones but this time around it felt deeper and i was not able to accept it and thus i began asking god why is this happening to me time and again..what did i do to deserve this...ya allah dengarlah doa hambamu ini..jikalau benar ini suatu dugaan berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menarunginya..siapalah aku ini..aku hanya hambamu yg lemah yg perlu kekuatan untuk mengharunginya..amin..haiz..life sometimes sucks big time..i mean people who are reading my bloggie now must be wondering what i am talking about well its really nothing just that i am feeling down and all..guess should be about it..nothing much to write as now still afternoon anyway as usual before ending i wanna say to all my friends especially my secondary school and ite close and best friends..that i really love you guys and appreciate you people for being there with me through the tides be it high or low and if it hadnt been for you guys, i wouldnt be where and what i am today..i truly cherish every moments we had together and also wanting to tell all my friend that we have to learn to appreciate and cherish the things that we have or we might just one day regret it..here is a saying..'GOD will never leave us empty..if he ask you to put something down, he want you to pick up something greater'..and also every test that is bestowed on us by GOD, accept it and only the strongest will survive..recently this quotation has been very important to me..it was being said to me in the moment i was lost, confused and down...but suddenly i just feel that everything has been lost again and that to pick myself up again is like almost impossible...
