hmm..right now sitting at school library surfing the net searching for project stuff with thw tikus...hehe today lesson so far so good but later got lecturelah...haiz...confirm lei doze off but for the sake of upcoming test, i will stay awake..hehe well anyway just came in to bloggie for awhile...hmm actually been missing someone...dear i missy u alotzzz..

to my dearest dear
been missing you
thinking of you
love you lots...






hmm...today is sunday and its a cooling day and yesh its been damn long since i last bloggie..been very busy at school and stuff..well anyway now i am leading my love palace with cherished love and more love...

2 days ago dear and me celebrated the 1st month anniversary...though amonth have past,
we still spicing up our love story with pure...sincered romance...yesterday we actually went
out to celebrate the anniversary...eventhough we didnt get to catch the da vinci code, we still spent the time preciously except when dear insisted on getting me a gift though i said there
was not aneed too cause i didnt want dear to waste his money...dear i knew you were hurt and angry when i firstly rejected the gift but after having to use the method you taught me and the advice u gave me the other night i came to realise how much dear love me and the gift was his proclamation of his love to me... DEAR I REALLY LOVED AND APPRECIATE THE GIFT

yesterday was the most memorable day of my life as i really enjoyed dear's company as it was aspecial day..eventhough deep down in my heart i knew his presence in singapore will be gone in afew weeks time as he has finally been called up to be posted to Brunei for a year...

i seriously didnt know how to react and feel...but all i know is that i am feeling empty
just thinking that dear wont be by my side....haiz....everything is happening so fast..

dimanakah akan ku mengadu..bermanja..menangis...
pada saat-saat kau tiada...
dan bagaimanakah akan ku dapat berhenti mikirkanmu
sedangkan setiap saat ku bernafas hanya mu difikiran...

haiz...if only i could be there with him..damn i am going to miss you alot dear..


to my dearest iskhairy
u will never noe how i am goin to miss u
but i wanna you to know dear
that i will always be thinking of u
that i will always be missing u
and i will always be loving u
right here waiting for u....

Two hearts..One true love



today is may day and its a public holidaes...damn bored with my dear at camp doing 24hrs till tomorrow...(really kecian my dear having to stand in for the other people)..well anyway just got off the phone with dear and am i glad just being able to hear his voice..well nothing muchie to bloggie today as the day have just started and besides the day yesterday was only at the abang sedares housewarming party...haha guess should be about it now gonna read uh-een's book the da vince code..this book is damn thrillling..makes me wanna read more..so will bloggies again tonight...

dearest of mine
realising that the time left is short
i began to feel the sadness and lonliness
that is gonna be in me
love u lots and mishy u lots
thinking of u always dear