hmm...today is sunday and its a cooling day and yesh its been damn long since i last bloggie..been very busy at school and stuff..well anyway now i am leading my love palace with cherished love and more love...

2 days ago dear and me celebrated the 1st month anniversary...though amonth have past,
we still spicing up our love story with pure...sincered romance...yesterday we actually went
out to celebrate the anniversary...eventhough we didnt get to catch the da vinci code, we still spent the time preciously except when dear insisted on getting me a gift though i said there
was not aneed too cause i didnt want dear to waste his money...dear i knew you were hurt and angry when i firstly rejected the gift but after having to use the method you taught me and the advice u gave me the other night i came to realise how much dear love me and the gift was his proclamation of his love to me... DEAR I REALLY LOVED AND APPRECIATE THE GIFT

yesterday was the most memorable day of my life as i really enjoyed dear's company as it was aspecial day..eventhough deep down in my heart i knew his presence in singapore will be gone in afew weeks time as he has finally been called up to be posted to Brunei for a year...

i seriously didnt know how to react and feel...but all i know is that i am feeling empty
just thinking that dear wont be by my side....haiz....everything is happening so fast..

dimanakah akan ku mengadu..bermanja..menangis...
pada saat-saat kau tiada...
dan bagaimanakah akan ku dapat berhenti mikirkanmu
sedangkan setiap saat ku bernafas hanya mu difikiran...

haiz...if only i could be there with him..damn i am going to miss you alot dear..


to my dearest iskhairy
u will never noe how i am goin to miss u
but i wanna you to know dear
that i will always be thinking of u
that i will always be missing u
and i will always be loving u
right here waiting for u....

Two hearts..One true love