hmm..finally got to meet up wif the boyfie but it didnt turn out as well as i expected..damn i was hurt so much tdae but to my dear i know you are disappointed and hurt as well but sometimes dear my moodiness gets the best of me..i do lose to my moodiness at times...

here was what happen..as usual and sometimes whenever i am unhappy about certain things, i tend to show my mood to my dear and despite knowing that my dear doesnt like me doing it, i still did it and i dont know why..well after having to show my mood, instead of dear pacifying me he too insisted that he wanna show his 'mood' by trying not to give in but instead he was thinking that i should be pacifying him..yar well i know it was my fault and that i should pacify him but like 'duhh' i am the lady here why cant he just pacify me now and then..so we walked around Lot 1 and i was not holding his hands and he too didnt hold my hand cos our ego was winning..so eventually after he finished, i told him i wanna go back and guess wad he reallie wanted to sent me back instead of telling me not too..so guess wad..knowing tat i was moody enough, i walked away from the LRT station and headed to the interchange where we talked and talked but nothing was solved..as usual when i feel that he doesnt understand me, i will not fail to test his patience by saying that since he doesnt understand me den we should separate...well i guess today was the day tat i reallie test his patience as he reallie blurt the word saying that we should probably be ' FRIENDS'...and damn was i HURT.. it was like my heart went totallie shattered as he had promised me that separation was not the only solution out in a relationship..

well all i could do was just to walk away...upon walking away i was reallie like crying in PUBLIC and already feeling hurt, i seriously didnt know what to do as my mind was in a flustered but then i suddenly felt dear's touch on my hand but i was too hurt to accept his touch..he was saying he was sorry to have said it and that he didnt mean it but since i was in a fluster, all i could think was just to get away from the last person whom i thought would actually hurt me that way...so eventually he held me by the waist and brought me to a void deck where we talked it out in my crying state with people around..damn i never cry in public and too me it was embarrassing but it was all the worth as bcos of this quarrel i positively think after this quarrel we will understand each other better...haiz..well anyway everything is now settle n we are continuing our love story..

hehe..gotta to go now peoples..takie cares alwaes to all

dearest dear..
though u hurt me today with all those words..
i will still love u always and that lets continue our love story..