Two Different hearts One true love...
With these rings will it make us strong..

this morning waking up feeling all so tired and filled with remorse and saddness...dear still have not call me yet and i wonder why..hmm i guess ni mesti the P-card dah habis..anyway i also dont wanna dear to waste too much money on it...hehe puas hati dear save up the money for better use..i am not sad about him not calling me but the fact that i am not hearing from him after the arguement that we had...i just feel so guilty because it is my fault for feeling that way...

now dear i wanna tell you that i take back what i say and that i am proud of myself for being able to be there for you like a wifey should..heh macam gini baru lei jadi wifey misali kan dear??...anyway i am so sorry dear of me to feel the way i did tau..

anyway nothing much happen in school lately and today lesson was super short with only CDP and PCB...hehe lagi2 today not going for OAC training as i have got to go to Z's house to do the brownie ice-cream..hehe while waiting for the ice-cream to freeze, we watched the movie 'Heart'..oh yar did i mention when i was at Z's house was actually terrified of the cats..was like going ahh...maklumlah takut ngan kucing...anyway finally i couldnt take it anymore so i decided to give dear's fren a message to inform dear that i needed to talk to dear...and yar true enough dear called and it was calming to hear his voice but upon hearing his tone, i began to feel scared as i think that dear is still angry...oh yar he told me his waiting for his pay to top-up the card and he will call me but deep in me i am just so afraid he wont..haish zawani please pull yourself together and be positve..you need to have faith and confidence in dear...

nowadays especially the past 3 days, just not in the mood to bloggie in that much as i am feeling worried..well dear like u truelly always say...i think too much well yesh i think too much because i care for your feelings..and i apologise if i always prove you right by always caring for you in the wrong way..but dear you know deeply that i always love, care, think and missing you..

sometimes i just feel that i am useless and not good enough for you but i always put in mind of what you always say..to have confidence in myself...

finally all i wanna say to you dear is that once again i am sorry...and that i lovie you very muchie..am thinking and missing you always..wherever you maybe i will be right here waiting for you to be back in my arms again...muackiez..huggsss.......