hahas...finally got some pics uploaded for view of the fellow viewers of my bloggie..anyway school have been normal except for the tough revision that the lecturers are starting on despite us having to go back school next week for revision..haish, actually not stress with the exams but actually just need to prepare myself thats all..and i am starting today by splitting up all the topics up..hehe am not spotting topics here but arranging in order to facilitate easier studying...

oh yesh...today was not exactly normal because something special occur in TPS class today..it was an emotional ending of class today..as since it was the last day of TPS, Ms Wong decided to have class emotion revealing..the target was to think if we had the chance to say sorry and thank you to anyone, who would it be??...well at first everyone in class was going like,'wanna say what sei'..or some like me was going 'is there anyone that i wanna say sorry or thank you'..well we start the ball rolling with Marcus..and i was shocked to see the emotion in it because we were actually saying things that was real and within in us all these while..having to see Marcus shed tears, i was doubtful that others and me would to but guess what...everyone who had share their feelings and mostly broke down in tears including me..i just couldnt control that emotion..it was too domineering...in fact i was touched to hear all their story but the story that touched me the most was Sufian's and the story that shocked me the most was Uncle Zul's..well all i can say that after todays TPS session like what Yaty has said..there seems to be acloser bonding in the class especially among those who were present during TPS sessions..having to have todays session, it made me realise though i used to hate being my dad's daughter, i wouldnt what i am if id hadnt been for my DAD..and now i realise that he is the one that confide in most and without my dad having to be what he was in the past,i might not bw what i am today..a girl having the determination and will-powered when the tough gets going..these few days i feel that i am filled with tranquility..i just wanna THANK GOD for bestowing on me the WONDERFUL and BEAUTIFUL family that i have now even after so much hurdles...having to appreciate the people around me...FAMILY..FRIENDS...and most IMPORTANT figure in my life now...my LOVED ONE...iskhairy haron...*really sobbing*....

anyways i was feeling over the moon yesterday and it was all because i was able to talk to hubby on the phone for quite a long duration actually..hehe well we talked about some heart-opening question..and i was glad that i was able to open myself up and have the confident to be talking to a man i regard with respect who also have the confidence...I LOIKE..anyways yar...i am so madly in love with iskhairy haron..haish...hey i seriously dont know why the hell i am sighing but i am glad and i pray hard that things will and have work out how it was supposed to be while dear was still in Singapore..and like dear said 'buang yang keroh, ambil yang jernih' and in the english version it would be something like 'throw away the past but look forward to better days in the future'...see what i mean i need dear to be by my side to teach and guide me relatively as how one's hubby would do...having to realise that i have not been appreciating dear in the past, it made me realise more that i dont see why someone as good, caring, gentle, and everything nice and the TREmendous like dear not be appreciated and respected...whatever dear said have all come to light about him being away in Brunei is not totally abad thing but its actually ablessing in disguise as i understand and am more confident of myself and also the relationship....haish having to say so much, now i am beginning to miss him lots but its ouhkays as i understand the situation that we are in now...

well i am just glad and bersyukur that things are putting in place...and i am also excitedly happy that all the micey (tikusi) are appreciating one another in their relationship including mine...alhamdullillah...amin...

finally as per usual..

to my dearest hubby..just wanna tell you that whatever i am doing and being now is not because i am changing because of others but because for you and the best of the relationship and that i am sincere in all that i am doing...which includes having to love you so, so deeply like i never had before...am always thinking and missing you lots..i seriously dont know what i would be without you in my LIFE...lovie you lotss...muackiez...huggss...