4:52 PM
haish..happy valentine's day to all especially the hubby if you are reading this...
anyway once again i am celebrating the lovers day all by myself...probably this is what fate has install for me eventhough i am already being tormented having to be away from the hubby like 1138km...
on the way back from works makes me even more sad having to see all the other couples who are making their way to their each and another valentines surprise that will be waiting for their loved ones...well as for me i guess i shall just turn in and seek solace on my bed to prevent myself from being thrown into the world of feeling loneliness despite having to miss the hubby alots and i mean like big time...hmm..sometimes i wonder when will the time pass by faster so that hubby would already be back in singapore..but unluckily for me that is still along way to go before i can actually see that happening...
i wonder how it would be this valentine if hubby were to be around...but one thing for sure i know that i wont feel lonely...but hey snapping out from this negativity, looking onto the positive and brighter side of my life...i guess i am bersyukur that god have actually made us meet and fall in love....alhamdulillah i am treasuring every moment that i have with the hubby...and its for him also that i am staying strong and tough....cause i know hubby wouldnt want me to be feeling this way...hehe...
hubby..in event of 'V' day, i would like to once again wish you happy lovers day..and that having to have you in my life is amiracle and also a blessing bestowed to me..although i cant be there and you cant be here to make known of valentines day, i am sure we will be as happy as can be and grateful for this wonderful realationship of ours..cause though we are still new in these, we have made tremendous change and put the effort into understanding each other better in order to make US happen....but the main thing i wanna you to know is that i am right here waiting for you till you are back in my arms once again....
talking about valentines day and how lonely i am feeling right now without the hubby, at least while being at work people including staff and house attendant was wishing one another on these lovers day...though it was kinda funny to wish strangers, i cant deny that it actually brighten up my day although i was feeling all tired...hmm i am actually wondering why working at ward73 is making me have fatigue like i have never had before...well all i can say is that i have to start getting used to it to prepare myself in the near future....
well lets hope that in the future i will also accept this fatigue or else...looks like i can just tell myself that i am not fit to be a nurse...
guess that should be about it..have gotta wash the uniform cause working in this ward too have made my uniform tremendously dirty and i mean real dirty...
to the dearest hubby..i am actually missing you big time...even at work i am missing and thinking of you even when i am talking with the patients...hehe..well having to be able to think and miss you only proves one thing...that i truly love you lots..hehe..niwae been 3days since i last talked to you and am also missing your voice..in fact missing you too...lovie lovie you lots lots..huggs...muackiez...
.::Two Hearts One True Love::.
am in love with you always...
