4:41 AM
Dedicated to my one and only huBBy
hahas..actually nothing muchie to say cause i have already bloggie along one today...just felt like bloggie in again cause this the only thing that occupy me..the INTERNET..this is where i will update mine and the hubby's hotmail and friendster..but actually all these are still not enough to make the missingness goes off...probably i shall just bloggie in how i am feeling right now...heheanyway eversince the hubby went to brunei starting last october 2006...i feel that my life have just lost something well not exactly somethinglah but i felt that i have lost abig part of me...it just felt so empty..truthfully i have been empty in the past before hubby came to the pictures of my life but this emptyness that i am experiencing now is way deeper than how i used to feel in the past...it is through this being away phase that i realise that i seriously love the hubby lots..i mean no amount of i love you can actually explain how muchie i lovie you hubby...no amount of words...all i know now is that i need you in my life to guide me as a real hubby in the near future..like how you always say that you see the future in US...i too see the future in us..you might think that sometimes i appear as though i dont take the future seriously but in my heart i so much want it to happen insya'allah...each time you as me wheather you are prepared for the future with me and how i would say NO but the truth is yeshie you are prepared and i too wanna let you be aware that i am prepared...but for now we still have many storms to be weathered and i am quite sure that both of us will be matured enough to solve it...especially with you to show me the way and the guidance...haiz..hubby dear..you just dont know how muchie i love you...if i hadnt love you this muchie i wouldnt be faithfully waiting for you here...and if there was a chance for me to be there with you hubby..o would drop all the things that i am doing in singapore to go over to your side in brunei but ni semua angan2 yang takkan tercapai..hehe..right now bloggie in and missing you but luckily theres still the memories of the fishes that was left for me by you..just wanna let you know that i lovie lovie you lots lots...huggss..muackiez....::Two Hearts One True Love::.
hahas..actually nothing muchie to say cause i have already bloggie along one today...just felt like bloggie in again cause this the only thing that occupy me..the INTERNET..this is where i will update mine and the hubby's hotmail and friendster..but actually all these are still not enough to make the missingness goes off...