Nurul Zawani Zainal Abidin
Am Twenty Till 12 October.
Always Look On The Bright Side.
Tall Yet Short.
Amazingly humorous.
Goes By The Book.
Easy Going, Friendly, Good Listener, Good advisor.
Paints Her World In Blue And Green.
Loves Chinese, Italian, Malay Cuisine.
Love chocies especially Minty ones.
Adores Shoes, FRENS, BABIES.
Abhors Backstabbers And Liars.
Love GOD and Iskhairy Haron
have you ever felt the hatred and grudge around you or in you before...well i myself have felt hatred and grudge towards someone but that was so OVER cause i learned to move on..but now having to see how people having the hatred and grudge towards others can be very scary and to acertain extend hurting...
sometimes why cant people just learn to let it go....i have been there before so i know how it is...learning to let go can be very cleansing to the mind, body and soul...even if you are not willing to let go, take it as alife challenge rather than VENGEANCE...what can u reap from having your revenge...all u might get is RETRIBUTION...probably this is the hubby and my retribution for his misdeeds but we'll learn from it...and why having agrudge can actually make some people go to the extend of wanting to make the other party life difficult...in simple they dont wanna the other party to lead a peaceful life all because of their hatred and vengeance...
i seriously pity these people with vengeance...i mean i know how it feel to get hurt cause i myself have been there especially when the situation i am talking about has got to do with relationship...
recently,i received an unknown taggie in my taggiebox regarding the hubby and i was shocked to have to read the taggie and at the same time hurt ans insulted...the taggie reallie could have make or break my relationship with the hubby..and thank GOD for it that we'll go through it together..but the true fact is that i already know about hubby's BLACK past and that i have accepted him...but the reason i got hurt was because the person taggie in amanner that was as though was laughing at me...and if it was awomen who taggie, ask yourself...shouldnt you be telling me straight cause we are akind...we are WOMAN who got hurt and we shouldnt be letting others get hurt to but NO instead of helping, you are MOCKING..which human in the right mind would do that...psychologically that is....
but whatever it is, i accept what the taggie was as a challange to my relationship... but to whoever it is, the art of FORGIVING IS AVIRTUE not only patience ouhkays!!...and all i can say is i understand how it is to be HURT....
well, the hubby and me have also talked about the taggie and we have expressed our feeling upon reading about it and that we are accepting the harsh truth...and furthermore the true fact is that both of us love each other lots...both of us have one another and that both of us have changed for the better of the relationship....
whatever the BLACK past that the hubby has, i, nurul zawani zainal abidin have accepted it and that the most important thing is that i have given him achance to change...anew wings to fly...anew leaf to turn over...so here i am telling that whoever the person is that i am ready for hubby's past to come back haunting us especially and eventhough no matter hurting it can be ...both the hubby and me will weather through the storm together...
to the hubby...after this incidence i am sure that you are feeling down and that it has instill fear in both of us but i just wanna let you know that i seek the strength in you like how you seek the strenght in me...whatever may happen i am always here for you...and no matter what may happen i will always love you for who and what you are..that is my PROMISE to you dear...like you say...buruk, baik i u terima..then here i am telling you also...all your weakness and your goodness of strength i accept...so dont worry i still am loving you lots...will always be missing you lots...will be thinking and waiting for you till you are finally back in my arms once again to continue the little story of the hunney and the bee...cant wait to hugie you once again...lovie lovie you lots lots...huggs...muackiez...
