10:56 PM
have u ever had the mood swings that is actually affecting the way how u react towards your emotions and your loved...it can be to the extent that some hurtful words could have been exchanged or being said..well it kinda happen to me for 2 days consecutively..i had alittle tiff with the hubby and i was feeling guilty of what he was feeling afterwards...
hubby here i am wanna say that i am seriously sorry that hujung kaki ke hujung rambut if these 2 days i said some hurtful words to you but you should jolly well know kan that i love you lots and that whatever you have done for me i am happy with it cause your the BESTEST HUBBY AND AWESOME HUBBY around...i am pretty sure i wont be able to find someone similar to you...and that whatever you have done for me tak pernah i fikir bukan-bukan kays...kalau dulu tu u bole lah cakap i fikir bukan-bukan...but now no tau hubby...and its all because of YOU...you brought the change in me..probably what had happen was the result of the torment that is eating me up..hehe but fret not kay dear..IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN..insya'allah..
well peeps aint mentioning anything about the last day at ward 73 today cause it was irritating ever..probably it was because of the menses cramp and at the same time the patient was equally fussy..haiz..usually this doesnt happen..no matter how tired i would be in a ward or how fussy and difficult the patient can be, i would still put asmile on my face...just to ensure that my patients will have their satisfaction at the end of the day..but cause today i had to ENDURE with the pain that i was suffering...i could get easily irritated..hehe...
looks like i seriously have to do what the hubby said...BETTER KEEP MY PMS IN RESTRAIN..hehe
to the dearest hubby..just wanna say that i am seriously sorry for whatever i have said..never once did i really mean whatever the hurtful things i have said...and probably at the same time i should blame the PMS also kays..hehe i know very contradicting...but the most important thing that i want you to know is that i wuold never do anything to hurt you especially not when you have said this in your friendster profile...LOvEd yOuR WomAn, NuRuL ZaWaNi...hehe...aww that totally brought laughter, smiles and chuckles to my heart and not forgetting that i am touched...but like you say, you dont need to say these word to me for me to know that you love me because the actual fact is that you do love me alot...and i also love you lots....am thinking and missing you every moment..24/7 365days...hehe...am waiting for you till your are finally back in my hands...lovie lovie you lots lots..huggss..muackiez...
.::Two Hearts One True Love::.
the CHARMED of my life..
